Everytime i look up myself at the mirror, i feel so ugly, no one wants me, not even their friend. Insecurities fills me up everytime i see someone who is more attractive than me. People call me names such as "ugly", "stupid", "unattractive", and a lot more. I can't even love myself anymore, people is still breaking mt self-esteem. Why? What did i ever do to you people? Why can't you just leave me alone, and let me live happily? I always cry in my sleep, i always think all of the names you call me and the things you've said about my appearance. Even my body, you guys keep telling me that i'm fat, it really hurts me inside and out. I skip meals and working out just to get in shape and people stop from body shaming me. I always ask myself, "why am i this ugly?", "Why do i look so bad?", "Why am i still alive?", "Why does nobody wants me ?", I really hate myself for being like this. There's the time that i really want to change myself, i really want to be different. I wish someone will stay by my side...
Someone: i am here for you...
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Okay is it too much depressing? Too much i think, i am so sorry for not updating, i went through a lot of things these past days, i hope u understand me, hope y'all like this part. All the love x -A
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Letters to You; BTS X Readers
De TodoThis is an open letters for the boys, imagine you being their girlfriend, bestfriend, etc. Hope you guys like it sorry for my grammars though
