My Wait

Chapter Three

It was a terrible day. I woke up late. GODDAMNIT. I never liked being late to anything. I used to get really angry when I was late for something, but as I keep ageing I try to keep myself as calm as possible.

I reached school very late, but I still made it to the classes. I was dying to at least have a glance of Terry to soothe my eyes, but as they say, patience bears fruit.

Yesterday Farmiga had asked me to help her with her maths work during their tiffin time, so I gleefully accepted, knowing that I'll meet Terry there too.

So I went down with my bestie, Matt, to the library. Matt was one of my good friends, best friend actually, but either way I didn't trust him at all. He can be a liability sometimes.

So Matt went to buy tiffin from the canteen and then as I was sitting in the library, there I saw Terry and Farmiga again. I don't know why but everytime I see Terry I feel so cheered up and so relaxed, that I forget all the worries and regrets in the world and just cherish the moments I get to spend with her. I'm sure she does too, but sadly she's bound by borders, harmful borders from which I am trying to take her away.

Anyways I met Farmiga and Terry was there too, I explained the maths to her and she was very glad for it. Fidel and Tom were there too. Tom is one of the friends of our squad. Though me and him don't have much intimacy, we are very good friends.

It was around 12:30pm when I was taking a short nap in the library when Sara woke me up. Sarah was a distant member of our group, one time she was very close with us. I liked her very much. But with time she fell for the wrong influences and slowly started to drift away from us.

I could feel Jose poking on my arm to wake me up. I hate it when people do that, I mean like don't you have a voice or something to call me? Jeez.

I woke up, taking a huge yawn and stretching my whole bulky body as Jose kept staring, awed. Just as I opened my eyes...

I saw Alex.

Alex had been a pretty good friend of mine, he was like my godson. He was about 5"5, had a good figure, deep black untidy hair and looked great too. I helped him in so many stages of his relationship with Terry, I'll maybe talk about that later but now I regret that I sacrificed my love for Terry to make way for my godson to have a happy life. I wish I could turn back time to change all this mess which is happening right now. Alex had never been in a relationship in the past. Although he had some history with a few girls but was never serious. He was a new student from a good school. But the day he started to date Terry he became this obsessive and paranoid boyfriend I never saw. He had no sense of maturity, even though he was two years older than me. He couldn't handle stressful situations, couldn't bear Terry being friendly to any boy and even cut his hands to blackmail Terry into whatever he wanted. He went so far that he took Terry's social media passwords to spy on me. He doesn't trust Terry. I mean I do love Terry, but I never would make any moves that would make my godson sad, but after I got to know about his deeds, that in the name of "keeping everything transparent" he's making my Terry suffer like this, I really didn't give a flying fuck about him getting sad if I make a move, because I was determined to take Terry out of this hellhole.

Back to the events
He came up to me and starting talking, asked how I am and how my class was bla bla. I just gave him a cold answer-"why do you care, mind your own business jeez."

The sight of him boiled my blood to the core. I kept thinking that he'd be dead if it wasn't for Terry. During all this, I saw Terry come into the room. I went upto her and just said a few words, hi hello, because if Alex sees us talking he'll probably go home and cry and cut his hands like a woman. I mean I don't care if he dies or lives but after all I am a human, so I don't want someone to hurt themselves because of me.

Then Terry went up to Alex and they had a few light and uneasy chats, while I was on the other side of the library observing Alex, and more I looked at him trying to be close to Terry the more I wanted to stab him with a knife Right through the chest.
Jesus Mary and Joseph why doesn't Terry break up with that retarded minion?! I mean she always says it's "blind love" but the way that fucktard is treating her, I strongly believe that it's time for her to pull outta this. I would have wanted the same even if I didn't love Terry, because the way Alex treats Terry is literally inhumane.

As school ended this stupid drama of Alex trying to seduce Terry to get into his spider web of sorrow and misery again as I watched in utter anger and horror. When Terry left I also picked up my bag and followed her towards the exit of the school. As she was getting in her car, she gave me a flying kiss. This was completely out of the blue, because I just literally blushed when she did that, but I kept my composure and quickly sent her a flying kiss too. I so wanted to take away Terry from the mess she's in and make her mine right that moment, but I'm counting my days for my time to come.