My Wait

Chapter Six

Deception: (noun) - the way Alex is treating Terry.

"Alex....ALEX YOU FUCKTARD! MOTHERFUCKER! YOU BASTARD I'LL HAVE YOUR HEAD! YOU'LL ROT IN HELL YOU DEMONIC FUCK"

And with those screams I jumped awake from what was only a dream. But what a fucked up dream it was.
I....I knew it was only a dream, but it was good enough to make my eyes all teary. "You have been crying a lot recently, all those tears will be accounted for. Promise yourself." A voice passed through my ears, exactly sounded like Terry.

I saw a very dark, gloomy and a sad place....it was a kind of depressing darkness. There I saw Terry, tied up on a chair, and Alex going upto her, saying "You can't be anyone else's you bitch! You're mine! You're only my slave! You're a toy, with whom only I will play!" Jesus those words sounded so disgusting, but those were the type of words that describe Alex. I screamed as Alex whipped Terry....her screams were like bullets to my heart. I was miserable, I tried to run but the faster I go the further Alex and Terry are from me. I kept running as tears rolled down from Terry's horrified eyes, with Alex beating her up black and blue. She kept screaming "ZAAACH!!! save me! Please save me from this hellhole! I don't wanna live with this monster anymore! I love you Zach please take me away PLEAASE!"
I wasn't in control of anything, I was just seeing Terry being whipped by Alex, everywhere. That son of a bitch was a crazy monster beating up Terry. As I was running I stopped for a while, what I was seeing was inhumane. Alex cut Terry's ropes and she got up, and they....they.. kissed.

I didn't know what the fuck was going on. Their lips latched onto each other, tasting each other passionately, and ever so lovingly. I....I was shocked and confused. "What in the name of all things holy is going on? Why after so much pain and obsessiveness is Terry still kissing that crazy demon? Why?! Why?! Fucking WHY?! No, this isn't safe, I know that fucktard has ulterior motives. I must stop Terry whatever it costs." And with those thoughts I started running again, as their affectionate make out was going on, I ran faster, I couldn't let Terry be with that demonic being. It was terrifying. And as I was ever so close I heard him saying "You fool! As if I ever loved you! You heard so many things about me from people, and you didn't believe them. Do you think I'm so innocent and in love with you! Bah! I hate to say this but if you wanted to live you should have listened to Zach, what a smartass, he recognized my true self while you were fucking me, blind in love! Which you still are at the moment! I don't need you anymore, I have fucked you enough to be bored by you."
Terry asked "What's the meaning of all this?! I thought you loved me... I...I don't understand Alex..."
Alex said "Oh you will understand now.." and he stabbed Terry with a knife... tears rolled down my eyes as I saw that beautiful face, those pink baby lips, covered with blood, as that motherfucker kept stabbing Terry, and giving out a sadistic and evil laugh. "Alex....ALEX YOU FUCKTARD! MOTHERFUCKER! YOU BASTARD I'LL HAVE YOUR HEAD! YOU'LL ROT IN HELL YOU DEMONIC FUCK" I kept screaming to the pinnacle of my voice as I ran to Terry's dead body, crying and hugging it one last time...

That was a dream I never wanted to experience. When I woke up my face was all red and drenched with tears. I wish Terry would have understood that he's not safe for her, despite being altered she should leave him as soon as possible. She knows how Alex is, but she's still blinded by god knows what. She knows I love her, more than Alex, more than her other moronic ex Rupert, and everyone else. She knows that I won't cut my hands, emotionally blackmail and throw Terry into trouble. This dream, was exactly similar to what I had said earlier. Alex treats Terry like a lollipop that can never be finished, you lick it when you like and then you throw it somewhere in the dirt to lie forever, and when you want the sweet pleasure of it again you wash it up with guilt and apology, and then lick it again.

Me and Terry started out as friends. I used to give her advices about the relationship of hers and that cunt Alex's. Then it slowly grew into a close friend type of bond. With time we were best friends. And that was the time when Alex had changed. He was a lovely and cheerful boy before, I loved talking to him. But as his relationship advanced, he became more dark, more obsessive, more paranoid and oppressive of Terry.
He started to suspect me, he started to keep Terry in mental pressure, making her think that she was the cause for his depression and sadness. It was terrifying. I have never seen anyone mentally pressure their "love" to almost death. And as Alex went offline for days to pressure Terry and me into sadness and worry, I cheered Terry up, telling her perverted jokes, having fun, chatting about other stuff to distract her from that fucktard's torture. And while those days, I felt something, a zing, for Terry. I don't know wether she felt that or not but I did. Alex never fully recovered after his visit to the dark realm.

Terry amazingly stuck with Alex, much to my disappointment. As we kept on talking, that best friendship grew into something more... intimate. And the day we both acknowledged this intimacy, I didn't even give a fuck about Alex, I proceeded to take Terry from his hellhole. I had my reasons to retaliate, because Alex went so low that he threatened me with one of his classmate/goons, also the one of the richest and feared people in Turkey, Ibrahim Almeida, the son of the founder of IARE, İbrahim Almeida Real Estate.

I actually didn't give a fuck to Almeida, mostly because I have my own connections which will turn Alex's life into a pile of ash. But I never expected him to turn so hostile. It was after his hostility that my love for Terry grew more, and here we are in the present time. Loving each other more than words could ever explain. But I wasn't still rid of Alex's influence on Terry.

So I'm waiting, for my time to come and for my wait, to be over.