Dear anxiety
You came in a took my confidence like it was nothing,you stopped me from so many things.you made me miss school,miss my friends and family,you stopped my education by making me panic during class and made me look like someone I was not.You told me that I was burden and I shouldn't do this or that Because it will put my life at rush you.you told me to lie to parents saying I was ill just so I could leave school,making my mind in to sand pit of thoughts the thoughts would just get everything dirty,and mess it up,you found something you could feed off my parents leaving each other Because you knew that I knew my dad was cheating on mom with some slut and is now due a baby and she can actually call my dad,dad because she's actually his biologically daughter because you also feed of the fact that I'm adopted and this isn't my real family you had a good old feast of feelings to feed off and make me feel worthless,anxiety I understand that you are trying to keep me save but I am safe in my moms arms and you make me panic in that sistuation I should be happy,your of my mind is over a because a new mental illness has joined the party!
Depression
You left scars on my body that night with that sharp blade of emotions you made me feel,and also making me think that sucide was the answer because you sweeped me up in your threating arms cuddling me with your shard blades leaving me with nothing but cuts,burns and hair riping out of my head.leaving my body as a skeleton because you told me I was fat when I weighed 4:11(stone)on the scales I was (13) I'm still not different couple years later,fighting you made me tired all the time leading doctors to give me medicine which I considered to take all the same time to end my life,you made me believe that the blade slicing my wrists was my best friend and making that rope hanging from my bedroom light was necklace that could end ther pain!
