Deadly Heart

Chapter 4: lovestruck

Beatrice left that very same day to return with her family. In two days the new school year would start and i would have to shameful Beatrice. The reason this perticular situation is so shameful is because now Beatrice knows i was going to kill her but i couldent, i wasn't stong enough.

A long two days past, alone i never left the house. My dear mother sat in her room ocaisionaly crying for the soul of my father that was lost. A few time i wondered if i should talk to her but i never did. My dad and I never had a very strong relashonship but that doesnt mean i didnt love him. My father knew only of tough love, it was hard at time but it was only for the best. I brushed my teeth and combed my long hair. I slid under my covers and drifted into a light sleep. When i woke up for school, I looked to se my blue painted toenails peeking out of the blanket. I tossed my legs to the ground to start my new school year, and day.

the clothing i picked out for my new year in grade nine seemed rather casuel. I put on my makeup and pulled on my clothes and headed out my bedroom door. Mother sat at the table moving her sausige left to right on her plate. I walked up to her side and placed my hand on her tence shoulder. She turned around and gave me a rather depresing look. I walked to the counter and grabed a banana for my morning snack. I steped to my mom who still sat at the table a kiss on the cheek. Was my mom still upset over dad? I moved over to the main door and oped it to the morning calmness. With energy I started to make my way to the bus stop were i would meet Beatrice again for the firts time in what felt like forever. I walked into the bus and took a seet in my usual spot. Beatrice was late as usual but she finaly showed up. Shooting me a glance she walked right past and into the seet of Margrite Chance, a rich prep who Beatrice used to claim to hate.

I had a painful bus ride but i finaly arived at school. the students looked dredful and misrable at the sight of the school. We all walked in the school. Me first period started with science. I found my way to my class and litsend to the boring words that my teacher had to say about how much fun we were going to have this year. I was so caught up about thinking how stupid school was when a gorgeous boy who sat in front of turned and asked me a question.

" Hey im Matt" he said in a dreamy voice" Oh, Hi im Anne" giving him a little smile" Do you have a pencil i could borow" he asked

as diapointed as i was thats all he was asking I grabed a pencil from my bag and but it in his strong firm hands.

The bell finaly went after a long hour. Matt bumped into me. " Oh, hey Anne right, im having a party later you want to comme" I shruged nervously and said yes quickly walking through the classroom door.

By the time school was over i had figured out that the party was tonight. As i walked trough the door i put my bag on the ground and went up stairs to get ready for the party. I walked out the main door to se Matt and his car waiting for me outside. I hesitated and turned to tell my mom good bye. I ran out the door in my high heels and hoped in the car with him. We drove for a bit to come to a stop on the edge of a beautiful edge where we could see the whole city. " What about the part" I asked curiously " I thought if i asked you on a date ypu would think im wierd so i kinda lied" I looked directly at him and bursted out laughing " I probably would had said........yes" again laughing about his statment. we spent the rest of the night talking. he drove me home. we stood on my door step. " that was fun thanks" i said " anytime " I leaned in a touched my lips to his soft cheaked and headed inside. lovestruck.