Beyond (Harry Styles Fan Fiction)

Chapter 8

HARRYS POV

"She brought it on me! It wasn't my fault! I swear! I-" 

"Leave. Me. Alone Harry" Clover hissed as she kept walking away. I wish she would have just heard me out, but she just kept walking away from me. Lola and I, we were at a party and she just laid it on me. I tried pushing her off, but she just stayed on. I didn't know what to do, I was confused and lost, and I understood that I didn't like Clover in that way. It was all a dare, but when I lost her, I realized, that Clover understood me. She saw me for who I was, not for my beautiful green eyes and nice curly brown hair.

"Clove!" I shouted. But she just left the school. She left the school an entire period before school ended. Was she seriously that upset? I've never seen her leave the school that early.

Once school was done, I dashed to her house after her. I needed to talk to her. I needed to see her. I needed.. I needed her.  

**

I rang the door bell.

"Hey Ruby! Is Clover in by any chance?" I asked in a hurry-up-and-get-clover-because-i-need-to-talk-to-her kind of way. But by the look of her face, Clover probably already managed to tell her the situation. 

"Oh. Harry. Hi." Ruby said in such a monotone voice, completely different from the first time I met her when she was an energetic little chipmunk. 

"Ruby, please. Is Clover in? I need to speak with her. What happened didn't happen the way she thinks it did." I pleaded. Ruby sighed and looked at me with sorry-like eyes.

"Harry, what you did was very wrong. You played with Clover, as if she wasn't upset enough and I be-"

I didn't stay and listen, I got frustrated and pushed Ruby aside and before she could say anything I dashed down the hall to Clover's room. I tried turning the knob but the door was locked, so I pressed an ear to the door. I felt broken. All I heard from inside was Clover crying. 

I closed by eyes and slid down the door with my back towards it. I just sat down and stayed there a bit, leaning against her door.

"You know, you could have at least let me finish. Anyways, do you really want to talk to her? How about you tell me what really happened in the kitchen. Come on, let's go. I have amazing tea."

I liked Ruby. I liked her a lot. She actually listened to me. So I got up and gave her a slight smile.

"Thanks" 

We made our way to the kitchen where she made us both tea. We sat down at the table and I explaid what happened.

"We were at a party. I actually didn't even know she was there. There was music and a bunch of people dancing and drinking. I didn't want to drink that day, I actually don't really know why I didn't. My stomach just hurt a shit ton an-"

"Language."

"Sorry" I said chuckling a little. "As I was saying, I didn't drink anything and I was just chatting with some mates. I got tired and sat down when all of a sudden, Lola comes and sits on top of me and before I even processed what was happening she starting hooking up with me. I pushed her off as soon as I can. I got her off but it was too late because other people saw it already and the rumour started passing. I can't even get any privacy in my life. Its so annoying and I can't even handle it anymore Ruby. I have to stay calm all the time but how can I stay calm when every one's eyes are constantly watching me? I got her off and I left. I was telling Jack and Finn what happened today and I guess Clove was at the wrong place at the wrong time. "

"Clove? You call her Clove?" Ruby asked. I got pretty angry with that. She completely ignored everything else I said and concentrated on the way I called her Clove.