•What's Meant To Be•✔

12:《Hella messed up》

Nikki P.O.V

I was getting ready for my match against Alexa when Paige walks in my locker room with an annoying smirk on her face.

I clenched my fists.

Nikki:What do you want?

Paige:Easy Nikki,why are you mad at me after all you're the one who cheated on Seth.

Nikki:You freakin kissed him!You made me believe he would actually cheat on me.

Paige:That's a shame pumpkin.

She pretends to wipe a tear.

Paige:Oh dear,you cheated on someone who would never do the same.That's sad.

She says and skips out of the room.

I wipe my tears away and try and put my makeup right.

Seth was here on RAW today.

I didn't know how to react.

Should I ignore him?

Should I tell him hi?

What if I embarrass myself?

What do I do?

Seth P.O.V

Dean:We're up next.

Dean says breaking my train of thought.

Dean:Dude you're day dreaming again.

Seth:I-I-sorry.It happens.

Dean sighs and sits down next to me.

Dean:You know it was a mistake right?

Seth:I know Dean but it hurts.

Dean:I know.I know how it feels but there's a difference dude.

Seth: What's the difference?

Dean:Paige cheated on me on purpose.She knew what she was doing.But Nikki didn't do it on purpose.You have to understand from her point of view.

Seth:I don't want too.She should of known better.I promised her.I don't break my promises Dean.

Dean:Hear me out,she's been going through a lot and with her dreams and stuff is stressful.She loves you deep down still Seth.
I know that and so do you.

Seth:Yeah but what if I don't anymore.

Dean looked at me shocked.

Dean:You don't mean that.

Seth:I do Dean.I mean it.I can't love her anymore.She slept with Randy!Can you imagine I didn't even cheat on her and she pulls out such a disgusting way to get me back?!

Dean is lost for words I can tell.

He gets up and pats my back.

Dean:See you in the ring.

Before he closed the door and turned around.

Dean:You didn't mean that.You know you still love her.

And he closed the door.

My expression changed after he left.

And my heart felt sore.

I wanted to cry.

But I'm a man.

And men aren't supposed to cry.

Nikki P.O.V

Raw had just finished.Earlier on I was watching Seth's and Dean's match.

Every time I see his face.

I just break down.

I can't stand being away from him.I miss him so much it hurts!

I walk away and go and sit in Romans locker room.

I know he doesn't let anyone in except for his close friends.

I know nobody would bother me there.

I knock on the door and try to wipe away my tears.

Roman:Nikki?You okay?You look like you've been crying.

Nikki:Hey Ro,no I just-could I stay here a while.

Roman:Of course.

He let's me in and I lay down on his couch.

I felt so weak and drained.

Roman:Do you need anything?

Nikki:Seth.

It slipped out of my mouth.

Roman looked at me with pity.

Roman:I'm going to try and talk to him okay?

Nikki:It's pointless.

I start crying again.

Nikki:If I was him I would do the same.I'm just a cheat.A pathetic cheat.

Roman:Nikki.Don't say that.You're not a cheat.You were drunk okay?You thought Seth cheated?

Nikki:But I thought wrong.

I cry into his chest.

Nikki:I was so wrong.

Roman:Nikki come on,you have to stop beating yourself about this.

Nikki:It's hard Roman.I really love Seth.Gosh I miss him already...I miss how cocky he was.I miss how he always thought he was right,how he always called me shorty.

I tear slipped.

Nikki:I wish I could take it back.

Roman:Maybe it's time you two talk?

Nikki:I highly doubt he'll ever want to talk to me again,let alone look at me.I just want him to burst in and hug me.Him to tell me he still loves me.

Roman:He does still love you.

Nikki:Does he really?

I say you can hear my voice cracking up.

Roman:Yes he does.

Nikki:Well.I love him too.And I get it if he doesn't want to see me again because when you love someone you gotta learn to let them go.I just want him to be happy.

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Trying to make this sad.Hope I'm doing a good job?🙄

~Chenally22