Chapter 6

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DAN'S POV- Phil's mum is coming down to visit. It's been 2 weeks since we came out to the world. Including our parents. Phil is nervous. He keeps pacing around the bed and fixing things that are out of order.
"Babe. Come sit down." I say patting the spot next to me on the bed.
"I can't. She's gonna hate me. That's why she's coming down. She's going to yell at me and then never talk to me agai..." Phil gets cut off by the sound of a buzz. His mum is here.
"SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIIITTT. DAN WHAT IF SHE HATES US?!" Phil asks.
"Babe, she's not going to hate you. You're her son. She might hate the thought of us together. But never you." I say getting up.
"Hello Kathryn/Katherine (SPELLING?). Let me take your bag." I say grabbing her bag and walking up to the lounge.
"H-hi mum." Phil says peeking around the corner. She's sitting down in the lounge now and pats the seat next to her.
"Phil. Come here. I need to talk to you." She says.

PHIL'S POV- Okay. I can do this. She doesn't hate me. Dan said so. God. She's going to kill me.
"Phil I love you. With all my heart. Dan is like a son to me. I love you both very very much." She says trying not to cry.
"I love you too mum. I just didn't know how to tell you. I'm sorry." I say letting a tear fall down my face.
"Phil. I've known. I just thought you would come to me." She says taking my hand.
I- I uh. This is just a lot of crazy and we're sorry." Dan says sitting beside me and wrapping his arm around my waist. I look at him and smile. He's there for me and he loves me.
"I haven't seen Phil look at anyone like that well, ever. He really cares about you Dan. Don't hurt my baby." My mum says smiling.
"I wouldn't dream of it." I say and kiss him.

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DAN'S POV-  I wake up in the middle of the night. I know I shouldn't feel this way. I should be happy. I am dating the love of my life. Our fans are accepting. But I still feel like I'm a disappointment. I feel like I don't deserve Phil. I take out my phone and start writing in my notes. This is the two hundred and seventy second suicide note I've written in my notes. I know that I shouldn't be writing them. But I can't help it. I finish the note and put my phone down. I stare at Phil. He deserves better. I decide what I'm going to do.
"I love you Phillip Michael Lester. More than you could ever know. And I'm sorry for this." I whisper. I write him a note. On paper.

Phil, you are my world. I love you so much. I just don't fit. You deserve better. You deserve someone who isn't broken. You do make me feel alive but I have to do this. You will find someone better. Someone new. And you'll forget about me. Stay strong my love. Never give up.

                                                         Love, Dan.

I set the note down and walk up to the roof. Maybe I shouldn't do this. No. I have to. I walk to the edge. I stare down and then I hear the door open.
"Dan! NO!" Phil screams. Then I'm falling.

*AUTHORS NOTE* I'm sorry guys. Keep reading to find out what happens. Is this the end?

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