Rivals To Lovers (Villainous)

Chapter 29

The car rolled up in front of Psyche's house, I saw her inside sitting on the couch watching TV. I growled and angrily got out of the car shaking and slammed the car door hard. I ripped off the metal chain holding the gates in contact and stood a few inches away from it.

Me: Psyche! Psyche, get out here now!

Psyche came out with a weird smirk on her face and rested her hand on her hip.

Psyche: Ah Freya, to what do I owe the pleasure?

Me: Cut the bullshit you piece of shit. You know why I'm here.

Psyche: Heh, yeah, I kinda figured. I hope there are no hard feelings.

I narrowed my eyes and felt all the remaining sanity inside of me leave, I bursted out laughing and nodded my head walking back to the car.

Me: Oh sure, sure! No hard feelings old partner!

I got out a bazooka and launched a rocket at her house causing it to explode and burn rapidly, the remaining pieces fell a few feet behind her. She did a double take, looking to the house, then back to me, then back to the house, then back to me as if realizing she just messed up.

Me: I swear to God, the next time I see you, I'll fucking kill you!

I got back in the car rolling up the open window.

Me: Drive me to Black Hat's house, pronto!

Driver: Yes Ma'am, right away.

I sat back setting up another rocket waiting. I'll show that cheating bastard what happens when someone gets on my bad side. The car rolled up and stopped again, I saw Black Hat with wide eyes staring out the window at me holding my bazooka smiling creepily. I waved it around being careful not to blow myself up.

Me: You want to cheat on me mother fucker?!

He rushed out of his house with Dementia, Flug, and 5.0.5. I put down the bazooka and pointed a gun at his head from the holder under my dress.

Me: Ass hole, do you know what you've just done?

Black Hat: Freya, baby please!

Me: Don't "baby" me Black Hat.

He swallowed keeping a calm look on his face and held up his hands walking towards me.

Me: Don't come near me!

Black Hat: Or what?

Me: Or I'll shoot!

Black Hat: Okay then, I only ask that you do it quickly.

He held the front of the gun and pressed it against his chest where his heart was, he had a sad look in his eyes.

Black Hat: My world means nothing without you.

Me: Don't test me, you should know better.

Black Hat: I'm not testing, I'm asking.

I glared up at him telling myself to pull the trigger, but my body wouldn't cooperate. My arms started to shake and my heart was skipping beats making it impossible for me to breath. Black Hat just stared at me keeping his cool.

Black Hat: You can't kill me, do you know why?

I could feel my eyes tearing up, it burns. It burns so bad. My lungs, my eyes, my heart, it all hurts so bad.

Black Hat: It's because you still love me.

I growled putting the gun away and letting the tears fall down my face. 

Me: Fuck. You.

I picked up the bazooka and blew his house up to walking back to the car.

Black Hat: Freya.... 

I didn't look back.

Black Hat: I love you.

Me: Don't lie to yourself. Do yourself a favor, and forget I even exist.

I got back into the car and crossed my arms over my chest.

Me: Take me to the nearest bar, now! I want to finish it, all of it.

Diver: Right away Ma'am.

I looked down at my hands fidgeting with my bracelets.

Me: And once we're there, leave the keys with me and go home early. And... tell Dr. Willow that I won't be home tonight.

Drive: Yes Ma'am.

Me: Yes.... very good....

At the Bar...

Me: I-I-I n-ev-er g-get cl-o-ose to an-y-one.

I hiccuped talking to the bar tender who took his time to listen to a drunken ass hole like me.

Bar Tender: Why is that Freya?

Me: E-ever-y-one I-I love a-al-ways l-eav-es m-me. M-my mo-ther wa-s r-right, I-I'm wor-thless!

Bar Tender: You're not worhtless! And what happened exactly?

Me: M-my o-ld w-work partner st-o-ole m-my b-boyfriend.

Bar Tender: Oh man, is this your first break up?

I nodded my head and felt my body hit the floor, the bar tender looked over the counter concerned when I got back up and grabbed my keys.

Bar Tender: What are you gonna do now?

Me: I-I'm g-o-ing h-home.

Bar Tender: Are you planning to drive while you're drunk?

Me: H-hel-l yeah!

Bar Tender: Why? You'll kill yourself!

Me: I-I d-d-on't want to l-live. I-I'm a-a was-te o-of space p-peop-le would b-be better o-off with o-out m-me.

I walked out the door and staggered over to my car, there was a reason why I sent the driver home early.

Bar Tender: Hey, stop!

He chased after me and snatched the keys.

Bar Tender: You're not driving drunk, I'll take you where you need to go.

I looked over at him seeing double and went into the front passenger seat. He smiled getting in and started the engine.

Bar Tender: Now, where do you want to go?

Me: Umm... th-the old abandoned factory at the east end of town.

Bar Tender: Okay, that I can do.

Me: And hurry, I'm starting to talk normal again.

Bar Tender: So?

Me: The booze is wearing off.

Once he drove me to my destination, we got out of my car and started at each other, my heart was hurting so bad I just wish it'd stop. I stood up normally nodding my head.

Me: Um... thanks.

Bar Tender: You're welcome, are you going to be okay?

Me: Yeah, I just need to be alone.

Bar Tender: Okay I'll leave, but just, please don't do anything crazy.

Me: Okay.

I turned around and walked inside.

Bar Tender: There are people who still care about you!

Me: Then those people are mindless idiots. 

I slammed the factory door behind me and waited for the guy to leave and opened my last bottle of booze. I climbed onto the very top of the old factory roof standing over the ledge looking down at the hard concrete floor taking my last sip and throwing the bottle to the side. I couldn't help but smile when I turned around with my arms spread open and tipped my body over rushing down to the pavement.