Hated | Seokjin

18

~weeks later~

Its been a week since we had our vacation and now we're home. Aish, i am bored i dont really know what to do, I'M BORED aaaaaaaaaarrrrgggghhhhh what to do? I go downstairs to grab some coffee because its really cold, while im making my coffee i added some milk then stir it again. And now for the tastes, its really yummy if you added some milk on it. While im heading through my room which is a little far, i accidentally bump suga again

"MY COFFEE!!!!!" I shouted

"Ommo, this was the best coffee that i've ever done in my life" i said while acting like im crying

"Hey, this is the 2nd time!!! Can't you please focus on where you going, huh? Because this isn't funny anymore. Ugh, stop being so clumsy okay? Yeah, i understand your EXCUSE because you did it accidentally, but do you know that it feels like you're doing it on purpose? So please, STOP BEING FUCKING CLUMSY!!! I CANT HELP IT" suga said to me angrily

"DO YOU KNOW IF I WERE YOU, I WOULD LEAVE THIS GROUP THAN TO HURT OTHERS, DIDN'T YOU KNOW THAT ALL THE MEMBERS ARE ANNOYED, IRRITATED, TIRED BECAUSE OF YOU? WHY ARE YOU LIKE THIS, HUH?" He added

"Well, yoongi sorry for being so clumsy. Maybe i should be the one who's asking you this, why are you like this? Your attitude's really rude like really, im also tired if you know that, im also tired" i said

"If you're tired then leave this FUCKING GROUP, no one ever likes you"

Suga said then he pushes me 3 times

"NO ONE EVER DESERVES TO LOVE YOU, SO PLEASE GET OUT. NO ONE WANTS YOU HERE, YOU CANNOT RAP, DANCE, AND EVEN YOUR VOICE IS CRACKING, so we'll end up here because i dont want to talk to a demon again" he added

Then he bump his shoulders to my shoulders, i saw the members looking at me sadly

"Look we can explain..." jungkook said

"Nope, its okay. There's no need to explain, everything's fine you should worry about yourself" i said

Then i went to my room calmly like nothing happened, i closed the door and i sat on my bed, then my tears slowly escaping on my eyes. Is it really true? How about the armys then? I am really surrounded by the people who hates me. Its easy to be alone than to be with the people who doesn't accept you. I open my drawer if there's any blade and i saw one. I suddenly make too many scratches of the blade, my skin's already ruined and my bed's already wet because of my tears. I lay down on my bed then i close my eyes, i open my eyes then i saw all of the members, what i am really seeing is our old days, when we were all happy. But im the one who ruined our happiness, i cry as i saw that, i remember the time that we were sleeping in one room and before we go to bed we had some fun first, *sighs* can i go back from the way it was? I open my eyes and tears were escaping on my eyes. I get my luggage and start packing, i pack all my clothes and things. After i packed all of my things, i notice something strange. I look back and i saw our picture the day when we were all happy and we were rookies

I hide it on my drawer because bang pd-nim gave it to us he said if we put it on the trash were grounded so i just hide it inside my drawer. I open the door with my bag and i left a note, i really didn't want to tell them that im leaving in personal. So since that here's an emergency door, i enter through that door and leave this house filled with anger. A house whom i thought that all the people i trust a lot seems to hate me, its better to leave than to stay, i know that they're better or happy without me, because i dont belong on that group

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