I knew I should have held my tongue.
I knew I should have been calmer.
I had called the only person who cared about me a word that I shouldn't have called anyone. My love for Lily and my hate for James clouded my thoughts and I had no way to take control.
'MUDBLOOD' The word tasted like mold on my lips. which was pretty sad because I was currently sporting a mouth full of soap.
James spell wore off and I went down to the dorms. I locked the door behind me.
I summoned my knives. How long must we suffer in this painful world? How long do I have to deal with this? I looked at them. The sharp points. I dragged them across my wrist. I carved one word into my wrist. "Sorry". The blood dripped onto the floor. It formed a puddle. I put my hand in the puddle and summoned my magic "Help" and everything went dark.
I woke up in a hospital bed. Only one visitor was there. I didn't expect anyone to be there. I felt a pang of guilt. It rose in my chest. Pressure built there. She was here for me. After what I had called her. After what I did. Lily smiled and kissed my forehead.
"Rest, Severus" she said. I closed my eyes and went to sleep.
AN
So that was a bit of a last minute one shot. The idea randomly popped into my mind. Should I create a part 2???
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