Chapter 1 ( Nevah POV )
_* I'm Nevah . I'm 16 Years Old , Im 5'2 , Puerto Rican And Black . Thick In All The Right Places With Long Pretty Hair . My Mothers A Crack Head Been One Since My Dad Passed In A Car Accident When I Was 6. We Live In The Ghetto . Albany Georgia To Be Exact . I Love Too Dance , I Dance At The Studio After School . I Used To Think My Dancing Would Get Me Somewhere Now I Know It Will . With My Mother , Step Sister And Step Father Putting Me Down Every Day Only Builded My Confidence More. Anyways I Need To Make Money And Fast To Take Care Of My 7 Year Old Sister Because I Know Damn Well My Crack head / Drunk Of A Mother Ain't Gone To.
"Nevah ! Get Your Lazy Ass Up And Go To The Store And Buy Me A Pack Of Cigarettes ."
I Rolled My Eyes And Snatched The Access Card Outta Her Hand . I Put My House Shoes On And Walked Out The House.
" Well Well Well , Look What We Have Here If It Isn't Dusty Ass Nevah . So Your Crack Head Of A Mother Sending You To The Store With Your Broke Ass .
If Looks Could Kill My Trifflin Ass Step Sister Would Be Dead . I Rolled My Eyes And Walked Into The Store.
"Hey Mr.Man , How You Doing Today ?"
" I'm Doing Fine Baby Girl , Let Me Guess Your Here For Cigarettes ."
" Yes Sir ."
He Grabbed A Pack Of Cigarettes And I Handed Him The Access Card . "Eh Hub , The Card Is Declining ." I Sucked My Teeth And Rolled My Eyes . This The 1Oth Time She Sent Me Down Here With No Money . " I'll Take Care Of It Just Be Safe And Bring Your Precious Baby Sister Down Here So My Wife Kathy Can See Her ".
" Yes Sir , Thanks Again ." I Walked Out The Store And Put My Head Down Embarrassed When I Walked Out The Store . WHAP ! I Felt A Slap To My Face From Tamara My "Step-Sister" . My Eyes Started To Tear Up From Anger . I Ran Home Before Any Of Her Friends Could Jump In It . If I Could Beat Her Ass Without Getting Jumped By Her My Mother And " Step Father ". Then I Would Do It In A Heart Beat . I Know She Can't Fight , Her Slaps Don't Even Hurt , I Walked In The Front Door And Closed It.
"Where's My Damn Cigarette's ?"
I Threw The Cigarettes On The Table , "You Used All The Money On Your Card ."
"You Little Bitch , You've Been Stealing My Money ? All I Do For You ." WHAP !
Another Slap To My Face , I Got Up And Glared At Her With Pure Hatred In My Eyes. I Hate This Fucking House And Her Creep Of A Boyfriend . I Ran Up To The Room I Share With My Baby Sister Naliya . I Grabbed A Duffel Bag And Threw What Little Bit Of Stuff I Had In It.
"Nene Whea You Going ? "
I Kissed Na-Na's Forhead , " BabyGirl I Have To Go . I'll Come Back To Get You Na-Na I Promise ." We Hugged And Pinky Sweared . I Wiped Her Tears Away And Walked Down The Steps And Slipped Out The Front Door . I Damn Sure Wasn't Going To Miss This Hell Hole. I Doubt Anybody Is Going To Miss Me Except Na-Na .
I Walked Around The Strip Club 2O Times , Contemplating Whether I Should Go In . I Finally Decided To Say Fuck It And Walked In. I Know It Isnt The Best , But I Gotta Make Ends Meet For Me And Na-Na . I Walked To The Back And Knocked On The Owner Lex's Door And Walked In.
"Hey Eh Look I'm 16 . My Name's Nevah . I Need A Job And I'm Most Likely Better Then Half The Dancers You Got. "
He Looked Up And Smirked And Said " Boldnes I Like That , Strip And Pretend Your Listening To A Song And Move ."
I Sighed And Took My Clothes Off . Body Party Popped In My Head , I Moved My Hips On Key And Twerked A Little Bit And Did Other Easy Shit I Knew How To Do.
"Your Hired " Was All I Heard , I Threw My Clothes Back On And I Went In The Back With The Rest Of The Girls . They Gave Me Dirty Looks. I Shrugged That Shit Off , I'm Not Here To Make Friends . I Decided To Wear A Black Bra With A Black Thong And A Pair Of Stilletoes . My Stage Name Is "Sweetness" . I Wet My Hair And Let My Curls Drape Over My Shoulder . I Put On Some Lip Gloss On And Walked Out. I Went To Work , Giving Lap Dances . I Got More Money Then Half These Other Girls.
"Now Coming To The Stage My Girl Sweetness , Show Her Some Love ."
I Was Nervous , I Walked Up On The Stage And Dance For You Came On By Beyonce.
" I Just Wanna Show You How Much I Appreciate You ( Yes )
Wanna Show You How Much I'm Dedicated To You (Yes )
Wanna Show You How Much I Will Forever Be True ( Yes )
Wanna Show You How Much You Got Your Girl Feelin Good ( Yes )
Wanna Show You How Much , How Much You're Understood (Yes )
Wanna Show You How Much , I Value What You Say
Not Only Are You Loyal , You're Patient With Me Babe
Wanna Show You How Much , I Really Care About Your Heart
Wanna Show You How Much I Hate Being Apart "
I Climbed On The Pole And Did Flips And Split And Shit I Didn't Even Know I Could Do . I Seen Lex Eyeing Me And Our Eyes Connected . Granted He's 19 And My Boss I Sorta Have A Crush . I Ain't Gone Deny It I Know He Feeling Me . As The Song Came To An End I Collected All My Money . To Say Im Exhausted Would Be An Understatement. I Went Into The Back Room And Counted My Money I Have 5 ,OOO$ .
"Sweetness , This Boy Is Requesting You Inna Private Room ".
I Looked Up To See This Girl Named Platinum Smirking At Me .
Something Ain't Right I Can't Put My Finger On It But She Seems Sketchy.
"I Don't Do Private Rooms " I Said .
I Counted The Rest Of My Money While She Stood There Dumbfounded .By The End Of The Night I Have 6,OOO$ . I Snuck Back Into My House Because I Have No Where Else To Go .I Climbed In The Bed With Na-Na And Kissed Her Cheek .
"Nene " She Whispered .
"It's Me Baby Girl Go Back To Sleep " I Whispered Back As I Hugged Her Tighter And Drifted Off Too Sleep.
SO !!
How Y'all Like My New Book ?
No I Am Not Finished With Thug Lyfe Anyways .
~ Nevah Is Going Through Hell
~ Her Mom Is A Crackhead
~ She Has To Provide For Naliya
~ Will She Survive As A Stripper
~ Nevah Has A Crush On Her Boss
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