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I have done nothing for the past few days. I feel bad for Louis though, I basically kicked him out of his own room. He has been staying in Harry's room. Yes, Harry's room it is not my room anymore. I haven't talked to Harry in the past few days and I don't really know how I feel about it. He overreacted, I dont get what I did wrong.

"Here are some clothes we need to be out of the room by 12:30 and onto the bus."
"On the bus?" I ask and she nods. "Where he will be?" 
"Yes, I am so sorry. Oh by the way the rest of your stuff is already on the bus." 
"What time is it?" I ask. She pulls out her phone to check the clock.
"Um... 12:15." she says. 
"What!" I shout shooting up from the bed and grabbing the clothes Belle got for me and I run into the bathroom.
I like the out fit she picked out for me though. She chose a baggy, cropped, gray sweater, Red high- waisted shorts, and creame knit socks to wear with my black combat boots. By the time I am finished washing my face and getting dress I walk back out of the bathroom.

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"Umm, Belle where is my makeup? i ask.
"Um it's already on the bus." She says.
"What? So everyone is going to see how bad I look, including you know who."
Don't worry, I brought your sunglasses."
"You are a lifesaver." I say giving her a hug.
"Umm Ang we have 2 minutes to return the key to the front desk." We both get our phones and phone chargers and run out of the room to the front desk. S
"Sorry, here is our key." Belle says.
"Thank you for staying have a wonderful day." The perky woman behind the counter says. As Belle and I walk out of the door Flashes of cameras hit our faces. I instantly put my sunglasses on and continue my way to the bus ignoring all of the paparazzi in my face. As I get on the bus I walk past everyone and go straight into the bathroom to do my makeup. Of course when I go to do my eyeliner the bus starts and my line is not straight at all. i just ignore it and I will touch it up after. In the middle of my lipstick we hit a sharp turn and my lipstick goes across my whole face. When I finish I try to find my makeup remover wipes, then i remember they are in my purse. I open the door and call Belle over. "Belle come here." I say. She walks over and instantly starts to laugh. 
"Haha You look like haha a clown.'' she says loud enjough so that everyone can hear,
"What? I want to see Louis screams running over to the bathroom and falls to the floor with laughter. 
"Hahaha You do." He laughs
"I am sorry I am trying to do my makeup on the bus and it is so hard." 
"Wait, why are you doing your makeup on the bus?"
"Long story and I dont want to explain."
"Oh." He says walking away.

When I have decided that my makeup is decent looking, I walk out into the living room of the bus. Everyone stares at me as I walk in but I just ignore them and sit in between El and Belle. I look around the bus and there is one person who is not there, Harry.
"Angie your makeup doesnt look that bad." El says.
"Hahaha thank you" I reply.
"Can I please talk to you?" she asks. 
"Umm... Ok" I say. We walk to the back off the bus and sit on the couch.

"I haven't really talked to you in a few days. How are you doing?" Thats when I start to break down in tears.
"Terrible El. I need him." I cry.
"You could try talking to him, you are on the same bus as him." 
"Well, he doesn't want to talk to me."
"And how do you know that?" She asks.
"Well I was texting him yesterday, and I think I made it worse"


      (Messages)

Angie- Harry please explain to me why you are so mad at me. I dont think I did anything wrong.
Harry- Angie, you dont see it do you?
Angie- See what? What do I have to see? Because I can see that you are overreacting.
Harry- See that the interviewer was trying to make me look like a fool so you would fall for him.
Angie- Bull-Shit Harry! At this point He was not trying to make you look like a fool, you just can't take a hint. I am not falling for anyone especially you. 
Harry- I dont even want to be texting you, so why am I. We are nothing anymore. You do not belong in my life anymore. Hopefully I will never see you again.

END OF MESSAGES

As I re-read the messages, I can't even see out of them any more. The tears stream down my face. I want him back, I still love him. 
"I am so sorry. You really do deserve better." She states. She gives me a big hug and then gets up. I stand up after her and walk back to the living room and who do I see. Harry. Everyone stops talking. He looks over at me then quickly looks away. I wish I knew what was going on in his head right now.

HARRY'S POV 

As soon as I got on the bus I went to my bunk and cried for a solid 25 minutes. Then I heard her voice fill the bus and that probably made me cry 10 times more. After I heard her go to the back I decided to sneak out and get food and water.

As I was talking to Niall everyone got silent, when I turned around I tried to avoid eye contact with her and that failed. I could see the heartbreak in her eyes, her makeup is smudged. I probably dont look well either. I am still mad and I don't want to talk to her. She is way better without me and I am mad at her. 
I quickly look away at Louis he is trying to hide his laughter. But finally he starts laughing so hard and everyone just looks at him. "This is so awkward." He says. "You guys can't stay mad at eachother forever, because I am not allowing Angie to leave. She belongs with us." He says then he gets up and hugs Angie who is breaking down in tears. If I was not mad at her, I would probably run over and give her a big hug. I really do not want to speak to her. 
"Louis stop, you don't understand."
"Don't understand what Harry, You are being delusional. We all know you love her, stop pushing her away. It is only going to hurt you." Louis says. I am really so pissed off right now.
"You all are wrong. I do not love her. I never want to see her again." I say pushing past everyone. From my bunk I can hear the loud sobs of Angie. Was I too mean? I decide to ignore everyone and pretend to sleep. I don't know how I should feel right now.

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