*Axle pov*
its been months since ive been sick , i haven't gotten an better quite honestly i look like shit but hot shit ;) , kristoff haven't left my side hes always so worried about me and he shouldn't be im okay , im guessing i don't really know whats wrong with me and it kind of scares me a little , * kristoff?* he immediately arrives at my side * yes love?* he asks with worry and care
i just feel a little light headed could u get me something to eat , he nods and goes to get me some food , good boy i say in my head not out loud , that causes me to blush a little. kristoff comes back with a warm smile and a bowl of another chicken soup , that's all he gives me really. but before i could thank him i got up running to the bathroom and throwing up , Except this time instead of puke it was blood ..*ugh k..kristoff!!* he came running in and rubbed soft soothing circles on my back * whats wrong baby ?* he saw the blood on my lips as he gasped * we need to take you to the hospital now!! * he hoists me up and puts me in baggy grey sweatpants and a red baggy hoodie and rushes me to car , i cant really remember what happened after that *mmm* i try opening my eyes to see a white light ...am i dead ,no it smells like ..hospital * i look around and see kristoff full of tears* i try asking him whats wrong as my voice breaks *kristoff whats wrong?* he jumps up and grabs my and squeezing it tight * axle!! baby do you feel any pain?!* i get comfortable and move around as my chest tightens and i sit up gasping * ugh* kristoff looks as me as he screams for a nurse * NURSE HELP PLEASE!!* a nurse comes running in as i cant breath my chest just pauses and my heart skips a beat.
*Kristoff pov*
tears just kept falling as axle suddenly sits up clutching his chest gasping for air i didn't know what to do so i screamed for a nurse tears just repeatedly falling , axle falls back as he keeps gasping and the nurse puts a tube in his nose and turns on a machine that hisses * hah!!* axle takes in a death breath of air as his breathing slows down as regains air , i look at the nurse * why did he automatically stop breathing ? whats wrong with him is he gonna be okay ?! * i just kept asking questions as my broke broke from the response *he is diagnosed with Stage 4 Thyroid cancer with metastasis forming in his lungs, which means he cant breathe on his own , your very lucky to bring him here sir , if he went any longer without good oxygen he could of died* no its my fault i didn't recognize the signs sooner , my poor axle is dying and i cant do anything about it except watch him slowly die *AXLE!! im so sorry baby i didn't know im so so sorry* i keep apologizing as i hold his hand feeling very guilty
* axle pov*
i feel water drops on my and and someone tightly squeezing it i wanna tell him im fine and everything's okay but i cant speak , i cant move , i cant open my eyes my heart is just dancing in my chest trying to get me to wake up as i hear a voice , kristoff *AXLE!! im so sorry baby i didn't know im so so sorry* i wanna hug him and comfort him but my body wont move fuck you dumb non working body!! after a while my eyes open as they adjust to the light *mmngh kristoff?* he looks at me crying his eyes out hugging me so hard i though he was gonna snap me like a twig !!
* whats wrong with me ?* i ask worried as my heart breaks into 100 million peices from his responce * you have stage 4 lung cancer* im ...im dying
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Heart break
RomanceAxle loves kristoff but little did he know what was going on in kristoff's head " i got home from school heading upstairs since I told kristoff to stay home, I called his name *kristoff?* :::: to be continued::::
