Nyctophilia [Yoongi/suga]

Smile

It's scary
What a smile can hide

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Friday 28 October, 11:00pm

It's been a while since I've seen him now, but his image is still engraved in my head. He never comes to the park anymore, yet I go every night, because I always think he might be there.

I lazily grabbed my sweatshirt and skip cap and walked out into the bitter cold. It was freezing and I thought my lips were going to freeze. My sweatshirt was ok but it didn't fully protect me from the icy cold.

I walked to the park, it took my a while so my feet were numb from the cold. It was that kind of wind that hits you in the face like ice shards. But the difference is it keeps going and going.

I stumbled over to the gate and fumbled with the handle till it creaked open. I made my way to the lake. I looked at the dark blue water.

The outsides of it were turning to ice and were most likely very slippery. The water looked black in the night, making it resemble a giant hole.

I sat beside the tree, being foolish by thinking he would show up again. As I began to close my eyes I heard something. Ruffling of leaves.

I turned and saw the boy. I rubbed my eyes to make sure I was seeing properly, I was. He smiled at me, I felt so warm and happy when he smiled. I smiled back.
"H-hello" I stuttered. I spoke to him for the first time ever.
"Hi" he said calmly but his voice trembled slightly but you wouldn't notice. He looked me in the eyes.
"I just wanted to see you...

One last time...."