Dreams turn into reality

chapter 7

*** Austin's P.O.V ***

I woke up in a bed with a cold ice pack on my head. What the hell happened?! I look to the side to find Alex sitting next to me. What's he doing here?

" Hey Austin. " he said getting up as soon as he realizes I'm looking at him.

" Hey. What happened? " I said holding my head due to the huge migraine.

" your sugar went down and you blacked out. " he said with absolutely no expression on his face.

" oh. " I said trying not to make ice contact with him.

" yea. how you feeling? " he asked sitting back down.

" I have a huge headache. "

" Do you want some Orange juice? " he asked grabbing the orange juice that was set on the table next to him.

" yea. thanks. " He got up and handed me the orange juice then sat back down not knowing what else to say or do. I chugged down the orange juice and threw the empty bottle in the trash can. then I started thinking to myself.

how did I get here?

why are my eyes red and puffy?

why did my sugar go down?

then it hit me. Everything. Ariana, me being stupid, Alex, Ariana's mom and brother, everything. Everything came back to me. its all my fault. I've never felt so guilty or so mad at myself before. why do I feel these emotions right now? fuck. I hate it.

I got up and started walking towards the door. I heard Alex Quickly get up and rush towards me. he grabbed me by my shoulders and pushed me back into bed.

" No. the nurse said you have to stay in bed till your sugar comes back to normal. " I felt so week. I couldn't fight back.

" I can't. I have to leave. I can't stay here. Blumpstein and Rocco are waiting for me. " I said trying to hide the fact that I wanted to go see Ariana. I can't have these feelings for her. I don't like her. I HATE her.

keep telling yourself that. you know you like her.

my subconscious annoyingly interrupts.

Ugh.

10 minutes of silence between me and Alex passed and the nurse finally came in.

" I'm glad to see you awake Mr. Mahone. I'm just here to check your blood pressure. " she said getting out her monitor. she put the monitor around my arm and started it. it started getting tighter and tighter till finally it let loose and my sugar was back to a healthy 89.

" you are free to go sir. have a lovely day. " I rolled my eyes at her and left the room. Alex followed me out and went his own way. I walked out to the desk up front and asked a girl who looked like she was in about her mid 20's about the patient Ariana.

" Hey, is your patient Ariana Grande still in the sergury room? " I asked quickly.

" let me pull up that information up right now sir. " It took about a minute to find all the information.

" no, I'm sorry sir but she is no longer in sergury. she has been moved to building three. " she said pointing to a building in the far left corner of the glass doors.

" What room is she in? " I asked almost forgetting.

" she is in.... " there was a bit of a pause before she continued " room 1173A " she looked up and smiled warmly.

" thank you " I said walking away from the desk.

I got to building three and went up to floor 4 and looked for room 1173A. I finally found it and I walked in where she was laying there asleep. I walked in, closed and locked the door behind me and took a seat in the empty chair next to her. She looked like she was in deep sleep.

" I know this sounds stupid and you probably can't hear me but, I'm sorry I did this to you. I'm sorry I caused you to almost get raped. I'm sorry I did all this to you in one day. I honestly thought it would have been a good prank but it sorta back fired. I didn't mean for it to go this far. I'm glad you can't hear what I'm about to say but... I like you. your cool but I can't let you know that or anyone else. I may look like I'm acting out in public for the " Sake of my job " but I'm trying to act like I'm acting so you won't find out I really do like you. I don't know if that made sense but its not gonna matter anyway because you can't hear me. After this is all over, I have to go back to the way I was with you before. I have to act like this never happened. I have to pretend to not like you. I'm sorry but I have to. " I whispered into her ear. she's in deep sleep so I know she can't possibly hear me.

*** Ariana's P.O.V ***

I had just gotten out of sergury and I was awake for about an hour so I decided to take a nap. I heard Austin come in but I was too tired to wake up. he started whispering in my ear. I could not believe what I was hearing from him. The same Austin Mahone that has a pure hatred for me and I for him actually likes me?! what the fuck?? He then pushed the stray strands of hair on my face, behind my ear. he then got up and left. I could not believe what I had just heard...

I'm not gonna deny it... I sorta like him too but I thought he hated me so I just stuck with hating him too. what's going on? I can't have feeling for a boy who's supposed to be forced to have feeling for me! what's wrong with me?! ugh. I need rest.

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a/n: I know its a really short update but I haven't had enough time to update. sorry guys.