Polaris

Confusion?

So I guess this is the part of my life I would call one of the easier parts. This was the time where I started questioning who I really was, see I wasn't the real girly type, I was more pointed toward guy things! Oh I almost forgot to introduce myself, Hi fellow human I'm Polaris or formally known as Jessica. I'm trans, I was born a girl but I'm a guy! See every part of me is a guy except for my birth name. But anyway let's continue to where I'm going with this, I was in seventh grade when this all started happening were there were times I wanted to be a guy not a girl and most people at the time thought this was wrong that a girl shouldn't look like a guy or act like one. This is what makes so hard for people to find themselves because "reality" has this image of what your supposed to be like from the day we were born into this cruel world. I was so confused and upset at this time and it was so hard to except myself I didn't want to know the truth. I was afraid of the truth. Luckily my friends were very understanding and told me no matter what I decide they will always stick by me and they have. So that's end of this chapter in my short complicated life but hey it can't get worse.....right?

Authors Note:
Hey guys thanks for reading the first chapter of my new book!! I will try to update as frequent as I can I promise. And just a side note this story isn't about my life or anyone I know this is just something I think is a very common issue among our generation so I hope you guys enjoy "Polaris".