Spill

Real

There once was a girl who was in the top of the class. She hung out with the click but also had a perfect balance of rough boy friends to balance it out. She would always make sure to dress perfect for school and do her hair in fancy braids so that no one knew. She never talked in class and never tried to be more then friends with anyone she was popular enough not to get picked on but not so popular that everyone would notice her. Then one day she couldnt act anymore plus her mom just pawned all her clothes to get drugs. She was only 9 so what could she do? She could go live at her dads in the trailer park. She would abandon her mom to go there, yes this was the perfect plan the only problems were that dads works some of the day, but she didny mind being alone plus there was a park near the trailers and that she would have to get there. She could just take a ride from that dude her mom always did when her mom needed drugs. Shed has to put him in his mouth like her mom did however she saw her mom do it so many times that she should know how to do it and it wasn't a big deal anyway. So the next day she did all of that and showed up at her dads trailer, her didnt ask any questions which made him amazing in her book. And he was now the best person in her life. Except the second day her dad went to work, her nine year old self put down the hopeless guitar and self written songs and decided to sneak away to the park. There was a man there though being the curious spite fire little girl she was, she asked the man quite obnoxiously why he had a boner. The man did not reply with worlds instead action. That was the night she was in pure. I can describe how she felt then with anything except that was the start for a very numb life.