•Confess•

remorse

Ethan's P.O.V.

I haven't talked to Madison for 2 days. It's Friday night. I decided to drive to her house. I don't know why I always ask her for rides when gray and I drive.

I got to her house. I knock. "Hi?" her dad said "hi I'm Ethan Dolan. I'm here for Madison" I shook his hand. "Oh hi, I'm Charlie's Foster her dad" he shook my hand. "I'll go get her. Come in. You can wait in the living room" he let me in.

I stayed standing. "Hi, are you Madison's friend?" Her mom asked me "yes, I'm Ethan Dolan" I shook her hand "I'm Gabriella Foster" she smiled and shook my hand.

Madison is walking down the stairs. "Hey gumdrop, how you feeling?" Her mom gave her a hug "I'm good ma thanks!" She laughed "okay, I'm heading to dinner with your father, you need anything before I leave?" She asked "no I'm okay" she walked them out.

I looked at her. "Madison" I stood there "Ethan" she looked deep in my eyes. I grabbed her waist. I pulled her in. "I'm sorry!" I hugged her. She stayed quiet. "I want you" she whispered in my ear. I looked at her "no, not right now. I want you to be ready and not mad with me" I held her hands. "I'm not mad E! Come on" she walked me up to her room.

I grabbed her. I kissed her. I took off my shirt. She unbuckled my pants. "Bugs?" I stopped "what?" She looked at me "I want you to be ready. I know your not ready" I held her hands. "I want you now" she kissed my neck. There was that sharp pain again. Something wasn't right. I stepped back. I looked at her. "Are you biting me?" I asked "no, is the pain back in your neck?" She asked "yea but only when you kiss me. When I touch it, it does t hurt" I looked at her. "I'm not biting you Ethan" she looked at me serious.

Madison's P.O.V.

I don't know what's wrong. "Come here" he grabbed my hand. He picked me up. My legs around his waist. He laid me down on my bed. He hovered over my body kissing my neck. My fingers in his hair. I felt his hand go down to the button on my pants. He zipped down my zipper, then unbuttoned my button. I wanna stop him.

He gets off and looked at me. Looking at me with my pants unbuttoned. He walked up to me. He took off my shirt. "Bugs" he whispered "Ethan" I smiled at him

I grabbed his hand and pulled him closer. I stare into his eyes. His eyes went from a light brown-greenish color to a dark brown. I stood up and wrapped my arms around his neck. "Kiss me Dolan" I felt his heart beat faster.

He kissed me. We walked over to the dresser. Not breaking the kiss once. His hands gripped my waist on both side and pick me up he sat me on my dresser. I pulled his pants down more. I kissed his neck "mmm" he bit down on my shoulder.

I stood in front of him. I kissed his chest. He picked my hair up. He started pushing me down "Ethan, I'm not comfortable doing that" i backed away from him "alright" he kissed me. He hugged me. He was unclipping my bra. He was kissing my neck, he was slowly pulling down my pants, along with my underwear.

I felt my heart race. "I fee your heart beating. Are you scared?" He said kissing every inch of my neck "no, just nervous" I had my eyes closed. I heard him chuckle. I felt his boxer briefs and I began to pull them down. He looked at me. He smiled "you ready?" He asked "yes" I bit my lip.

Ethan's P.O.V.

She bit her lip. My weakness. We walked over to her bed. I was on top. I'm not gonna lie I was nervous. She runs her fingers they my hair as I go in. She has her eyes closed. "You okay?" I asked her. I know it's her first time. "Yea" she said and looked at me.

I laid down next to her. Breathing heavy. "How do you feel?" I asked her "I'm good" he smiled "try to walk. It's not gonna be that easy! And to sit down it's gonna hurt" I held her hand "what!" She laughed "yea, it's your first time. I did do it soft but still, you know your popping your cherry, I really hope you know why that means!" I laugh "yes i know what that means E!" She looked at me

"I really am sorry for hurting you, I didn't mean anything I said. I controlled myself tonight. Every inch of my body was telling me to go all the way. Then at one point I wanted to stop cause I didn't wanna go harder and then you get hurt." I kissed her hands "it's okay Ethan" she got up.

I looked at her. She grabbed a towel, she turned to me. "Come on" she had a big smile. I got up. I walked into the bathroom and closed the bath room door behind me.