I cant believe it, everything is actually over.To be honest, I can say that 2016 was probably the worst year for me but don't get me wrong yeah it really did left a huge scar on my heart or as you people call it a lesson nowadays.From knowing some of the people who's been stabbing you on your back to wasting all of your tears for a person who don't actually feel the same towards you.Oh yeah, she cheated at the end.Sorry for the spoilers but yea I should've seen it coming ages ago.Sometimes I wished how I could do things all over again and avoid all of those stupid mistakes I've made but I can't.Why? BECAUSE ITS MEANT TO BE A LESSON AND YOU GOT TO ACCEPT AND SWALLOW IT NO MATTER HOW HARD OR BITTER IT IS SO YOU KNOW FOR SURE NOT TO DO THAT AGAIN.
My life was actually doing pretty sick since school was over.Mostly is because there was no homeworks to stress about but yea I felt so calm at that moment.I started doing things that I actually enjoyed doing like writing and uhhh that's pretty much it to be honest.Oh yea, I went out on a few holidays with my family here and there.I tried so hard being as productive as I could've ever be at that time before waiting for my examination results and you know to further all of my studies bla bla bla.
So you probably wondering why this chapter is titled "came back with a beep".Here's why.
It was another classic day of me just chillin in my bed watchin youtube videos with a cup of good joe my mom made or to be more precise,me not doing anything productive at all.Don't judge me it was a Saturday morning and you got to admit it's a good day to just sit back and chill.But yea,out of anywhere a beep on the phone was heard,a very loud questionable beep,a beep that just made you question yourself, "Did that just happened"? so I dragged my back off the couch and check my phone to realize a text from a person was sent to me.I thought to myself how rare a personal text was sent to me because ever since school was over I never really kept in touch with anyone really especially my classmates."HI!", she said with a smiley emoji.I was a bit confused at that point and that was when I realized that it was from one of my classmates that I rarely talk too because yea she was the shy and quiet type.Dija was her name and I still remember she would always sit at the back of the class with her nerdy rounded specs reading her mysterious novel quietly."How are you?", she then asked me.I literally scratched my head with absolute confusion thinking like what does she want? I mean like all of the sudden I'm actually talking to a girl I rarely talk to in class and she wanted to continue this conversation? Are you bored? or do you really want to talk? Is she alright? *slapped myself on the cheek and told myself to stop overthinking.
"It's just a friendly question", I thought to myself while typing "I'm doing splendid".Enter I pressed and there was no reply at all after 5 minutes of waiting.There's not even a notification telling me that she actually received my text .You know what this is actually a waste of time and I think I should go back to bed.I sighed and thought about how much time I just wasted on that weird conversation.I went to bed after that expecting my overthinking problem would just fade away.I woke up late that evening feeling absolutely famished and tired.There was nothing to eat."Problem at work,be back soon,get yourself a pizza", said the note by my mom with some money beside it. I got bored with pizza to be honest so I decided to grab a taxi and went outside to eat.I felt so pissed that KFC was closed due to some renovations and stuff I mean like why now? but there was a mysterious café not far from there.I thought you know what let's just have dinner there since I was really hungry and going too far will increase the amount of cab fare.I didn't expect much from a café because all I can think of as long as there's food, I'll be fine. So I told the cab driver to stop by the entrance of the caf'e."Is this really what a café looks like from the outside?"I thought to myself.It looks really dull and even the lights flickered which made things a bit creepy.
