Part 1 The Thoughts

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Ashton's POV

"Class the packet and the 2 assignments I gave today are all due tomorrow even though there is no way you'll be able to finish it by tomorrow, I just like giving F's"

Ugh I hate this teacher so much homework for 1 day like what the hell. Its like she wants us to fail her class. Another shitty day at school, and more and more rumors about me everyday. I try to hide my depression, but I can't tell anyone because the last time people found out I was "depressed" I was suddenly an attention whore and all these terrible tuibgs. It was awful.

I'm not "allowed" to be depressed or have anexity I guess, but I am and I'm tired of hiding it.

-- THOUGHTS IN Ashton's head

Should I just end it all? Would people even miss me? I can't talk to anyone. Am I really just an attention whore? Maybe they're all right. Oh great just got told to kill myself. How fun, maybe I will, I want too bht should I?

-- END THOUGHTS

that's it! I'm done with this shit! I'm doing it I wanna die people dont want me around! I'm losing friend left and right. I'm being bullied nonstop and I can't say anything about it. Rumors are being spread about me more and more everyday.

I'm done, its over its time I have everyone what they wanted.

I got home and I was alone as always because I my family Hayes me too! Everyone hates me.

I go into the kitchen, I cut for the last time but a little deeper this time where i was bleeding really bad this time. Then I took an entire bottle of Aleve and washed it down with a little bleach. I wanted to make sure I couldn't live through this. I went to my room I cried for the last time, closed my eyes. And suddenly all the pain was gone.

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