No matter how clouded my mind is right now I cannot clear it away. Clouds are definitely part of it now, that it even seems like it was the clouds in my mind were competing with the clouds above the sky.
My legs trembled as it strive to walk forward, through the bathroom, my phone is clenched tightly inside my hand.
The shiny glass mirrored my expression.
Dull, sad and exhausted.
I couldn't grasp in my mind the exact time when I last saw myself bright and far from darkness.
Happy where there's no evidence of sadness.
That I could go through everything where I feel like I am full and contented, filled with enthusiasm.
The Sophie I was back then made me realize that she was dead and reborn from unknown misery.
.....
"Let me goㅡ"
The abrupt sound coming from my phone pulled me out as my mind failed to engulf me in deep reverie.
Unknown number flashed in the screen as my hand hesitantly trembled as it touched the answer button.
"Sophie--"
An airy sound exclaimed from the other side.
"Who is this?"
My voice quakes
"Jimin," he introduced.
"Is there something you need?" I politely asked as I grasp the end of the sink, my head aches and my vision turn into a complete blur.
I look at the mirror and stare at my abstract form.
"Are you okay?"
"I am. I want to apologize if I act that way yesterday."
"It's fine, it's understandable, are you free today?.."
"I'm sorry but I have an errand to do?"
"May I know what errand is that?"
" I have to meet someone grave, I have missed that someone already.."
"Is that so.."
He replied with an airy laugh
"Is there something laughable with the words I said?"
My eyebrows clenched and my expression became deeper and harder to understand.
My vision went back to normal as I was quite chasing my breath.
"Nothing, is just that I never knew you have someone to missed after the appearance you had shown to me."
He continued, as if he read me so well.
"You don't know me, we just met yesterday Mr. Jimin."
"You don't really need to be formal JIMIN is fine, words are sometimes hard to stand with after being uttered you know, sometimes words are hard fulfil just like the PROMISE.."
"You do mean something deeper here." I uttered.
"Well, you're STILL smart, yet you don't get that you don't have the right to miss someone if it wasn't me."
The voice got deeper and hoarse which send some shiver through my spine.
"I don't get what you mean but I have to go."
Without waiting for Jimin's respond I end the call and averted my gaze back to mirror.
Sophie..
