I know nearly all my friends read this so
you have kept me up this long ,and im grateful for that but I cant cope with my constant emptiness . if I stay around I will just hurt you guys and I don't want that , when I hurt you guys it hurts me . but believe me I am doing this to help you not hurt you because I love you . I don't want to live with my past that keeps pushing me down . my dreams are like illusions they're there and then their gone . but move on from me think of it as im going to a new school or im in a different country , remember im in your heart . I really cant stand it any more I cause trouble and people hate me . I go home and it reminds me that im not part of the family we are a doll house for people to toy with to replace us when we cant be used anymore .
so I love you
love ellie xxx
YOU ARE READING
We are together
Randomhi this is a story I got the idea for tho don't know how I got the idea .this book is dedicated to my friends I love them I may be a bitch but I love them so much.
