[Karma x Reader] Multisided

Chapter 7: "Thoughts"

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"(name) huh? Nice," he paused, "to meet you!"

"I'm not sure if that's something appropriate to say right now,"

"Come on, I'm just trying to be casual."

It was a wave of awkward silence.. or it was for me, at least. The redhead seemed to be enjoying himself. Not to be blamed though, in his position I'd be satisfied too.

Concluding there was nothing else to talk about, I continued my breakfast ritual.

"That's all?"

"That's all.. what? Don't expect me to tell you more about myself.."

"I see! I'm sure you also know I know."

Sigh..

I wonder if he's saying that to get me to spill the beans or because he really knows? He's one tough opponent... Imagine him spoiling everything to the E-class. I'd be done for sure! Once he leaves for home, I should start calming myself down and think of possibilities that may occur soon by his mischievousness, before having to think of lies to cover.

Wait, lies? What lies? I'm just doing what I'm supposed to do. That made it sound like a bad thing, did it?

Karma still haven't took his eyes off me. To be able to do something so awkward continuously like this... No, no! It's not that "romantic stare"... he's legitimately intrigued in my secrets! This is bad! "Excuse me. When are you going to leave?!" I spat right after I put down my bowl on the coffee table.

He didn't look annoyed at all. "Why, isn't that a little too harsh for your classmate?"

"I just wanna spend what's left of my weekend by myself. Is that bad?" I tried to reason casually.

"Oh sure it is! I mean, what are you going to do, anyways? I can help~"

Stubborn.

"I'm just going to go for a little nap.. Hey, Karma, you know this thing called 'privacy'? Yeah," I decided to go blatant seeing how petty he is. "You want it that bad? Then I'll take my leave now, without even a breakfast," 

...trying to make me feel guilty? I walked to the kitchen and threw an unopened cup ramen at he who was already standing by the front doorframe. "Thanks! I guess you're not that boring after all!" yet when I looked at his direction, he'd already left.

Nice! Finally! Time to sort out my thoughts!

...It's not like I don't like having him over, I just needed time to adapt...

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"Whew.." 

Stretching my limbs, arching backwards... That was one nice session of report-writing! Not to mention it gave me more openings to insert my own anticipation scenes and all the other stuff. I've always been like this... or as they say.. an "introvert"? I don't interact with others a lot, and I enjoy more time alone, spending them with leisure activities such as writing, and drawing. I don't like reading as much, but I do them too at least twice a week!

Since I don't really study at school anymore, I thought that I had to at least catch up on knowledge, so one day I woke up with a huge motivation to go to the bookstore, buy some school textbooks, and start read-studying! Yet once I got back from the bookstore, all that's left were exhaustion, and sleepiness.. It happens all the time! That's when I came up with a technique to put my book beside my bed, so when I wake up on a day off, I'll be urged to read it anyways. 

Ah, and of course, I don't only read textbooks. I read novels, and poem collections, and all that! Hey, artists are really something. Sometimes I also 'read' my sketchbook, looking at my improvements over passing time... it makes me feel better about myself.

Now that I think of it, living alone in a pretty huge building.. has its pros and cons. Sometimes I feel like it's too big for my comfort. I have to walk far to get things, and it also sucks to clean the mansion, too. I wonder what would happen if I decided to be lazy and stopped taking care of this place? Haha.. such an odd question.

After another sigh, this time coming from a comfortable smile, I went to the dining room. I got so into my report-writing and reenacting that I didn't even realize it was already early evening. I haven't even eaten lunch! Geez.

Upon arrival, I stared at the wide dining table, 12 elegant chairs, all decorated with embroided fabrics and comfortable yet fashionable armrest. To think that this huge room, is only used by one person, me who lives alone... It reminded me of how lonely it feels to eat here. That's why I'd walk off to the living room whenever I'm done cooking.

The kitchen wasn't anywhere far from here-- in fact, it's right in the entrance of the dining room, beside the staircase. It itself had been accommodated with a huge variety of cooking and bakery tools that I probably won't ever use, due to not even knowing how to use them! Not to mention I'm nowhere near admirable! 

I sighed once again. I've been sighing a lot lately. Don't ask me why. Sometimes, you're genuinely just drained out in mental.

Decided to just fry some fries to end the day. In the process, I remembered mom who would always nag me for cooking junk food everyday... It was annoying, but it was preferably lively than this silence I always live in. Even for someone loving private space, it's still a little too much. Although seeing the E-class on school days, so lively and friendly with each other, I felt the loneliness ease a little bit.

Before I realized, I smiled. I wasn't one to get involved in conversations, but it was a happy sight to see other people interacting with excitement in their faces. Sometimes it makes me believe in humanity again. Happiness conceiving me to believe in something that's basically nonexistent.. Haha~ I laughed genuinely to myself. 

(oh geez, I'm pouring my own emotions too much that I almost forgot what the plot was.)

This dinner should wrap things up for now..

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Sunday morning! The sun rays piercing right through the blinds. Such a strong light, it was too much for my just-opened eyes. Not too cold nor too hot. Warm, yet a hint of light breeze outside.. Why, it already feels fresh!

yawn,

I walked leisurely did my usual routine.. Reading, shower, breakfast.. checking my phone.. pretty much sums it all up. My life is kinda boring.

Maybe I'll go outside today. I mean, it's such a perfect weather to waste if I didn't, you know?

But it's a little lonely to go alone..

Maybe I'll call Nagisa and Karma. Besides, I have stuff to tell the mischievous guy... Your cooperation, please! 

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Hi hi sorry that this chapter is kinda empty everyone wanted me to update it so I just wrote this small thing that covers reader-chan's background... I  promise that next chapter there will be a reveal on what reader-chan is working on!! And some karmaxreader moments finally :^)

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Until next time (which won't be another whole year)! ♡