Exactly Where We'd Fall

Chapter 2: What Do I Do?

Thankfully, my mom didn't kill him with her food. But once dinner was over, Clint had gone home and I miss him already. He's like my new best friend.

He actually knows what to do to make me happy, unlike Waverly, she's such a... nevermind, I don't want to talk about it.

When Clint was out the door, my brother had finally came down from upstairs. Adam is my little brother, let's just say that he doesn't get out of the house as much as I do..

He's not that little but I just love to call him my "little" brother. He's always in his room playing video games." I don't get why guys take pleasure in shooting other people. That's very mean and I can not believe our government supports 14 year old boys playing that, I mean I don't even think my brother knows what the word f*** means because he shouts it alot.

I always hear him talking to someone in his room, it sounds like a girl. Don't tell me that he already got himself a girlfriend.

He's only 14.... I will not tolerate him having a girlfriend, and also if he does, then I will hate him because he can actually get someone to date him and I'm older and I get no one, it's no fair. Stupid media for setting unrealistic looks for common girls of the world. While some girls have multiple boyfriends I get zero, not even an offer.

The next morning, Clint came over and apparently he moved in down the street from my house. I don't know why he didn't tell me this at school, but it's whatever's.

I really like how Clint lives down the street, because now he can walk to my house, and we can start to walk to school.

After Clint arrived we started to walk to school. All we did was walk and talk, and walk and talk. This was like our morning routine everyday. I actually kind of miss doing this with my ex-best friend Waverly.

"Hey, Clint I just wanted to let you know before I never say it. I wanted to let you know that I've had a crush on you since elementary..."

"Really, I liked you too, but i'm glad that were just friends now." Clint said.

Did he just "FRIEND ZONE" me...

"Hey, but you know who Waverly is right? That girl is hot, you think you could hook me up with her?"

"Oh yeah I know her, but we aren't close anymore. We used to be best friends, but we're not anymore. So you can try get in contact with her if you'd like. I'll give you her number.. But you didn't hear from me she's kind of a slut."

Good luck dealing with Waverly, you'll die dating her.. I thought in my head.

Waverly if you ever, ever get in touch with me, stay out of my life... FOREVER.

You tried to lie to me, you can never tell the truth, you're not loyal.....nothing. Your just cruel. To be honest with you, I don't know why I ever became friends with you.

Hope Waverly is having fun with her new boyfriend, maybe not, I really don't care about her anymore. She ditched me to get a boyfriend anyways. Also, even if we were still friends she would still ditch me to go hang out with her boy toy. EVERY SINGLE DAY!

It's fine, all fine. I have a new best friend, and he's a better bestfriend than Waverly could ever be.

I just hope he could become my boyfriend one day. I tried since elementary and nothing happened. This time i'm going to have to try harder. I hope he likes me, in elementary I always felt that he had a crush on me too. 

"Oh shoot." I kept talking to myself in my head that I forgot that Clint and I were walking to school. I totally just ignored him the whole way to school. Oh gosh darn it. Why did I do that, he probably feels really lonely now that I ignored him.

I guess after school would be my chance to finally talk to him alone. To talk about life, and possibly get to talk him into dating me. Am i right?

But, I don't think he wants to be bothered. He did tell me that he likes Waverly, and I got friend-zoned so why even try. I can find me someone better... Hopefully.

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The next day...

Ugh, why do we even have school, why can't everyone just become homeschooled I hate going through the trouble of homework.

But school does have advantages, i don't know why i complain so much... it can be fun too, you get to actually meet people and become friends rather than just sitting in your house being taught by your parents.

I walk to school today, but I don't want to walk with Clint today. He let me down, i'm not even going to try to talk to him either. If he tries to talk to me, i'm just going to ignore him and walk away.

On my way to school I pass by Clint, and he's probably wondering why I didn't stop for him. I keep walking, i'm almost by the school, and he comes running after me, but I walk so fast that I don't want him to catch up to me. I don't want to deal with him right now. I got school and he follows right behind.

"Paisley, PAISLEY!!!! WAIT UP!!!" I hear from around the corner of the halls.

Oh no, why, why does he want to talk to me so bad. If I'm not the one he likes then back off, why even try to talk to me. I think to myself.

Oh my freaking god, I totally forgot that he has about 3 classes with me, whyyyyy, why is this my life. I hate it, I hate it, I hate it. I just feel the need to give up...