i wonder if people who werent sad or experiencing something negative have ever ended their own lives. sometimes i think this place would be better without me, but my best friend L**** helps me, but thats when im sad.
sometimes even when im happy ive felt suicidal. but what do i say to people...
that may not make sense but, sometimes im not really sad at all, theres no depression... but i feel like the world would be better without me.
i feel that alot. but i dont wanna tell my friends so they dont get mad at me for having selfish thoughts.
currently im ok and dont feel like dying
