Chapter 16

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Liam's POV

I closed my eyes and felt myself fall apart right there and then, there was no point in me chasing after Niall, he hated me. I sighed and wiped my eyes, I thought Louis said he would understand? Clearly not. I picked up my phone from the ground next to me and watched as Niall sped away, leaving me here on my own. I unlocked it and opened up my texts, I opened up my messages with Craig and frowned. He didn't seem very happy with me,

'I was only trying to help Liam, you don't have to be such an arse about it.'

I sighed and ran my fingers through my hair, there was no way Craig would pick me up and Zayn is definitely out of the picture. I continued looking through my contacts and hovered over Louis' name before pressing the green button, I waited for him to pick up and burst into tears before I could splutter a word. I finally controlled my tears and asked Louis if he could pick me up, I told him my location and waited. I curled up into a ball and waited for Louis to arrive, I can't believe how stupid I've been. Niall clearly had feelings for me and he'd not long ago asked me to be his boyfriend, and I repaid him by cheating on him. I'm a horrible person, I suck and I don't deserve anybody.

Roughly fifteen minutes later I heard a car pull up, parking where Niall did. I sat up and Louis came rushing over to my side, Harry tagging along behind him. As soon as he looked at me I began crying again, I couldn't handle this. I felt Harry and Louis grip my arms and lift me up,

"I'm guessing he didn't take it to well?" Louis questioned as we walked to his car, I shook my head and attempted to wipe my tears.

"He hates me Louis, he didn't give me chance to explain, he just told me to save the bullshit." I sobbed as I was put in the backseat, Louis and Harry hopped in the car and began explaining how everything was going to be okay, I couldn't bring myself to believe them however. I knew what I'd done to Niall was awful, he really didn't deserve it, but he doesn't know my side of the story. I had Niall on my mind when I was kissing Zayn, I know it sounds stupid but I honestly did. Niall had been on my mind since he left to go to Ireland, I was over the moon when he got home so having this happen was the worst thing in the world for me.

"Do you want us to take you home or do you want to get a coffee and talk about it?" Harry asked, turning slightly in his seat.

"Just take me home please." I replied, looking away at him and out of the window. He nodded before turning back around and continuing the drive home. Once we reached my house I unbuckled my seatbelt and stepped out, Louis put Harry's window down and called me.

"If you need us Liam just text us or ring us, we'll be there as quick as possible. We'll try talk to Niall too." I shook my head,

"Don't, I don't want things to get worse." I waved goodbye to them and entered my house with my head low, I opened the door and walked in. Mum was sat on the sofa with a cup of coffee in her hand which she almost dropped when she saw me,

"Oh Liam honey, whats happened?" She put her coffee down and ran over to me, wrapping her arms around me and hugging me tightly.

"Niall." I cried, she rubbed her hand up and down my back soothingly.

"What did he do now?" She asked, guiding me to the couch.

"It wasn't him, it was me." I cried, she wrapped me up in a blanket and made me a hot drink before asking what had happened. I explained to her and she didn't seem too happy,

"Well Liam, I would tell you things are going to be okay but I cant be too sure. Cheating on somebody really hurts and I know you didn't mean to, but Niall wont see it like that. I think you should give him some space and go and see Zayn, see if you and him can sort things out." I sighed in defeat, my mum was always right. I had some food before lying down on the sofa and texting Zayn,

'I know that I fucked up pretty bad with both you and Niall, but I'm really sorry Zayn. I never meant for any of that to happen, I apologise for kissing you. I didn't want to give you the wrong idea, you really mean a lot to me and I hate the fact theres nothing between us now. Niall hates me and I hate me too, so you're not the only one.'

 I was shocked to feel my phone buzz, I opened up my message from Zayn.

'Niall has a reason to hate you, but you didn't betray him really. He asked me to take care of you and you needed a reason to smile, so I gave you one. I don't regret kissing you but I am sorry for ruining things between you both. You always have me Liam, we still have a friendship. I just don't know what to be like with you at the moment, Niall wont be happy if I betray him again. We all need time to cool off. Don't hate yourself.'

I was thankful that I still had some sort of friendship with Zayn, even if I could only text him but I honestly didn't know what to do next. My life's a shamble at the moment and I have no way of fixing it.

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SORRY OKAY.

I needed an update and I know it's not the best but I needed a filler kind of chapter, so Ziam are okayish but Niam aren't.

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