Chapter 21

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A/N: Sorry for not updating in a while. :( I've just been super duper busy.

Chapter 21:

**Harry's P.O.V**

I spent the rest of the morning watching our video diaries. Yes, I've seen them a million times but this time I payed close attention to one person in particular. The dark haired, quiet, mysterious boy on the stair case. Zayn. 

As I watched the videos and I mean all of them. The urge to be with Zayn got stronger. I know I was the one who said we needed to clear our heads and spend time apart. But why? I was overwhelmed at the time. But, right now I didn't want to be away from him, I wanted to be closer to him than ever before. 

I like girls. Right? I mean I think I do. I always have. But Zayn? He was more perfect than any girl I could ever want. 

"ughhhh what is happening to me?" 

Eventually I fell asleep.

**Liam's P.O.V**

"Liam?" Niall asked plopping down on the couch beside me at my flat.

"Ya mate?"

"Do you have any idea what's going on with Zarry?" 

"What makes you ask that?" I knew Niall was the only one who didn't know about Zayn being bisexual for Harry.

"They've just been acting really distanced from us and especially from each other. And neither of them have answered my text messages or calls for the last week or two" 

"Well you'd have to get them to tell you on their own." 

"So I'm the only one who doesn't know?" He raised his voice.

"Niall, calm down. Let them tell you when their ready."

"I thought we were best mates, we're suppose to tell each other everything!" He stormed out of the flat slamming the door on his way out.

**Niall's P.O.V**

I can't believe they didn't tell me. I thought we were all closer than that. 

I took the steps two at a time up to Harry's flat. Pounding on the door I realized no one was gonna answer it so I grabbed the spare key from on top of the door frame and let myself in. 

"Harry!" I yelled searching the flat to find him asleep on his bed.

"Harry." I shook his shoulder to wake him. I don't care if he was asleep, I needed to know. 

"Jesus fuck Niall! What do you want?" He yelled when he finally came to.

"What's going on between you and Zayn? And why the fuck does everybody know and I don't?" You may think I was over reacting but I hurt knowing that the rest of the band knew and I didn't. 

"I'm sorry. I can't explain it because I still don't fully understand it myself." 

"Ughhhhhh. What are all of you keeping from me? I thought we trusted eachother."

"Niall, I have to go. You're just gonna have to wait." And just like that he got up and left, left me standing in his flat alone. He obviously trusted me enough to leave me here alone, but why couldn't he tell me what was going on?

**Zayn's P.O.V**

This whole clearing our heads thing, (which also meant not seeing or talking to Harry) was NOT working for me. I hadn't realized what a big part of my life and my heart he had become until I was forced to keep my distance from him. It was my fault too. That was the worst part. I just dumped it all on him at once. I mean I had to tell him Veronica was me eventually, but telling him I loved him the same time was just to much. I just didn't think before I opened my fat ass mouth. 

"Why am I so fucking stupid?" I asked myself angrily.

"Cause you just are." Harry's deep forced suddenly spoke. I nearly hit the ceiling, I was so scared. 

"Jesus fuck! Harry you scared the shit out of me." I yelling placing my hands on my chest right over my heart. 

"Sorry. I rang the doorbell but you obviously didn't hear it." He said sitting down beside me on my bed. 

"Why exactly are you here?" I spoke up after an awkward silence.

"We need to talk." 

"What happening to clearing our heads?" 

"It wasn't working for me. I need to be with you." 

I was shocked that he said those words. And when I didn't say anything his face became red, he was clearly suprised and embarrassed that those words came out of his mouth.

"You.. You need to be with me?" 

"Zayn... I... I think I'm in love with you."

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Sooooooooooooo sorry it's been so long and that it's so short.

 Cliff hanger..............

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