I had a dream he came back I was so happy. I ran up to him and said I missed him he looked at me like I wasn't even there , next thing you know he asked me who I was I broke down in tears. He's gone just stop he's not allowed to come back . I woke up looked around and started to ball my eyes out. Next thing you know I saw him in my room he reached out and said he was sorry. How could this be I see him every were I go I miss him so much . I lay back down fall into a deep sleep next morning I walk in to my living room my parents look frozen what was this, has my life been all a dream am I even alive what has happen?.
Chapter 2
I go though are test messages and read how great it was having you as my friend and you being there now your kinda gone.. It kills me inside I cry my self to sleep all the time the way I get trough this is because I have faith in god i know I will see better days. Jesus is a friend of mine he's basically my only one I can trust right now I look at saved pics of you in my phone I see the broken heart in your eyes I know your life was not the best other words can explain it but my mom don't allow bad words. I used to me me and you against the world now I have only my self to get trough the hate ..
Chapter 3
I just wake up screaming how I hate you I HATE you for leaving me alone now what do I sit here and Waite, Waite to be happy again . Waite for some one to come save me from the thoughts that go through my head you really made my life this one big I don't know. Thank you for making my life crumble in peaces . There's no words or emojis that can show my life right now.
Chapter 4
Still no sign of you at school. Still no text snapchats nothing... Emptiness in my life I keep thinking your coming back but why am I putting my self trough a broken heart ... I try talking to my friends but they yell at me they tell me to forget get him out of my head but is it that easy for real is it ?? .. The answer is no!
