P.S I miss you// Ashton irwin (dirty/sad imagine)

It was about 1.00 in the afternoon and you are playing your guitar all on your lonesome and suddenly you get a phone call, its Luke and he is asking you if you wanted to go on tour with them, "OMG YES!" You say excitedly luke then puts hangs up and you run upstairs to start packing.

thoughts: oh my fucking god! is this happening?

okay, so you had a little- OK MABEY A MASSIVE crush on Ash and well....you were sooo excited to be able to see him twenty-four-seven every day, every night! The only person who knew was Luke as you thought Michael and Calum would probably tell him.

so anyway it had been 2 or 3 days and you had gotten new clothes THE LOT for this event! You even sneaked in the very top Ashton said he really liked for bed time, so anyway,  you stood out the door with your bags waiting for the tour bus to come around the corner!

thoughts: shit, shit, shit! I can't even believe this right now....

You were trying your absolute hardest not to shake but it always happened when you knew Ashton was going to be where you were.

Then finally the bus came halting to a stop outside your house and you looked up to see Ashton looking down at you waving with his earphones in, you waved back and climbed onto the bus while loading on all the bags you brought.

you then lumbered to the boys as the bus started again making you nearly fall over, "Hi (Y/N!!" they all greeted except Ash who was blushing red and gazing out the window, you sat down next to Ash and said "hey, you alright?" he just wasn't listening to you and you felt like shit!

thoughts: what the fuck have I done wrong man! uggh, whatever :(

you felt yourself tearing up but tried to hide it, "OMG (Y/N) HOW ARE YOU?" you just ignored them and sat on a different chair further down he bus as you cried silently.

soon after that Luke came and joined you as Michael and Calum goofed around, "Whats wrong?" he said concerned, "him...w-what have I done wrong?" you said while wiping away some of your tears, luke wrapped his arm around you and you peaked over his shoulder to see Ash looking at you with dried tears down his cheeks, you felt so bad but you also felt angry at the same time and buried your head into Lukes chest and he kissed your head which made Ashton cry a little more

(I hoped you liked part one! tell me what you think below in the comments)