October 2nd

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June 21st, the last rambling that I logged. It's logged, right? Eh, I'll stick with it. WHAT'S UP????  I feel like I've neglected this more baby of mine, even though nobody probably reads this, I still feel like I neglected myself, my sanity.  I will say, I have been going a little crazy!

So, the reason is I've been super busy...no joke!!!  After June 21st, it was during the time I let our of school, so I was super busy with finals.  Then after that I was super busy binge watching Arrow and finished the five seasons in ONE MONTH!!! I literally had no freaking life. #Olicity forever!!!

After that whole thing was done I was reading on wattpad and really didn't feel like writing, cal lit writer's block if you will.  Then there is work, which I've been super busy with lately too and now, school has let back up again so yeah.  Fun time with a crazy life!

I mean it doesn't sound crazy, but it freaking is.  Plus I'm super busy deciding my future and focusing on my grades and all that fun jazz.  My birthday is October 6th, this Friday, which is a plus, but that also means I'm going to be older!!! Then on October 15th I'm going to tour Seton Hall University, which I am totally super duper excited for!! *bounces up and down in seat* I mean it's my top pick for colleges. I mean I also wanted to go to Columbia University, but I'm a realist and even though I most likely could get in, I probably could not afford it and I don't want to be in debt for the rest of my life. Like WTF!? 

People want us to be educated and be smart and then it's like you owe us thousands and millions of dollars because you suck and you wanted an education? I mean there is a reason why America is so dumb, and I blame it on the sole fact that most Americans cannot afford freaking college.  Why you gotta do us like that? People suck! Ah hell, it's the government! I mean I could say this because freedom of speech and because go 'Merica! Ew, I totally sounded gross. I'm all for nationalism, but honestly I fucking hate the whole entire America is great yeah America, I mean it's really not all that great.  Maybe I say that because America is all I've known, I was born and being raised here.  Honestly, it's New Jersey,  I fucking hate New Jersey, totally sucks balls! I want to move, after college to California, or move to Europe, anywhere in Europe is fine with me.

Okay, what else, I switch subjects so fast it's like WOW! I mean honestly, I say I mean too much and this is not what I was going to write, but I pissed myself off once I wrote I mean again, which I just did, but it was to prove a point. Anyhow, I've been binge watching A LOT of shows on Netflix.  I'm currently watching the show Beauty and the Beast and I'm only on episode 2, and to be fair, I just started watching it yesterday!!

Oh, I watched Spider-man Homecoming and Tom Holland is just YYYYYYYAAAAAASSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!  I freaking love him, so hot and he's like everything I'm attracted to! He can sing, dance, act, and he's physically attractive, please sign me up!!! Who cars if we're four years apart, age don't matter!! Just take me now!

Okay, enough settle down Hennesse, I'm good.  So like I've said in a previous rambling, I've been meaning to create a cover for this, but I've been super busy and super lazy, my bad!! Oh, I've also fallen in love with Hamilton!! Like yaaas!!!!  If you don't know what that is, then you poor thing, I advise you to look it up and listen to it!! It is life in itself, and if you love love love history, music, and dancing then it is literally for you!!

Alrighty, I've got nothing else to ramble on about, super boring today, but I'm super tired.  I blame school, these ridiculous hours in the morning, and then I have to work, ugh...adulthood! I'm not even an adult, but I feel like I am!!! I'm close, I have one more year! Okay, I gotta go, I've got work soon! It's been a pleasure my ducklings!!

Duce My Dudes!!!

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