Sunshine

Have you ever felt like the world suddenly came crashing down around you? Suddenly everything you have ever built up is in shambles surrounding you and nothing you can do will stop it. the world seems to fall apart everyday but this time its worse. The one key to happiness has been torn from your grasp just inches from my reach. Still there but not quite yours anymore. Well I have and this is my story.

My name is Tayor. I am a trans ftm (female to male).I have a brown short mohawk and green-blue eyes. I had just become a freshman and was shoved into a new school. After just barely being thrown out into the single world from an abusive relationship and the divorce of my parents I was slightly emotionally unstable. Although I wasn't looking for love, love fell at my feet or so I thought.

"Hey Sam! Good of you finally show up." I said as I placed down some magic cards.

Sam is one of my best friends. She has amazing blonde hair that I could play with and braid all day if she would let me. She is agendered and helped me come to terms with being trans. Every Monday we go to "Magic Monday" to join our fellow nerd friends even though usually she doesn't play because for one reason or another she has to leave early.

"Sorry I'm late" She replied.

"Do you see that kid talking to Rob over there? " I asked motioning to the two.

"Yeah I see them"

"Watch this." I said as I got up and walked over to Rob. Rob was talking to the boy that I had had a crush on for a few days now. I didn't even know his name. I just knew we had the same lunch and he hung out with one of the kids in my homeroom who looks like an elf.

"Hey Rob. Ah who is your friends over here?" I said to Rob snapping him and the handsome boy out of their conversation.

"Taylor this is Brandon. Brandon this is Taylor." Rob said realizing that I was about to hit on his friend.

"Hey" Brandon said smirking.

"Y'know you kinda look like a bassist from this band I like..." I trailed off.

"Well I do play bass a little" He said shyly.

"Do you play magic?" I asked motioning at the table full of geeks that I considered my friends.

"Yeah I just forgot my cards." He said with the slight hint of sadness.

"Oh well you could come watch or um what lunch do you have tomorrow? I would really like to get to know you more."

"I have D lunch tomorrow." He replied.

"Great me too! See you then?"

"Of course." He said as he smiles. "See you then."

"Bye." I waved and walked back to the table of nerds. " And that Sami is how you get the guys." I said with a huge grin. I glanced down at her sketch pad to see she was drawing more homestuck fan art. "By the way that is comeing out amazing."

"Thanks, but what do you mean by 'getting guys'?"

"Oh I'm just having lunch with Brandon the boy I have been fawning over for the past few days. Tomorrow." A huge smile crept across my face as she looked shocked. "So I'm thinking red skinny jeans and my escape the fate tee shirt? Yes? no? maybe?"

"Yes only if you wear your vans." She stated. Sami is fashion queen and knows absolutely everything. I come to her for advice all the time. Eventually Sami had to go so I decided to hit the road and start walking home. Brandon had already left sadly, I was hoping to talk to him some more but it's okay I would see him tomorrow.

The next day I woke up pumped and ready for lunch already. I got dressed and threw on a little eye liner and mascara. I put on my hat and I was out the door. My classes dragged along slowly. Finally gym was almost finished. I just had to change.

I grabbed my hamburger and waited for Brandon outside

"Hey" he said smiling at me "You don't mind if my friend Tyler eats with us right?" Brandon sat down next to me.

"No not at all, he is in my homeroom." I replied

"Oh cool."

"So what bands do you like." I asked.

"I like Born of Osiris and Red Hot Chilli Peppers."

"I like Red Hot Chilli Peppers too! I also like Green Day and My Chemical Romance."

"Green Day is cool. Oh hey Tyler!" He said looking up at Tyler. Tyler sat across from us.

"Oh shit I got musturd on my sweat shirt!" Brandon said trying to wipe it off.

"I don't want to walk home today." I groaned to no one.

"Oh you walk to school? So do I, we can walk together." Brandon said.

"Great!" I said with a huge grin "Oh by the way Tyler, I'm Taylor. I'm in your homero— shit lunch is over." I said looking over at the teacher giving us dirty looks telling us it was time for class. "I'll meet you out front after school today, Brandon. Sound good?"

"Yeah see you then." He said waving to me as I went to my next class.

a/n do you guys like it? comment opinions I might not continue