like, trigger warning i guess? Also idk last year of Hogwarts after the war au? ?
Also I'm writing this at a Christmas Carol thing at my school bc I'm bored
Draco was carefully walking through the halls of Hogwarts, on his normal midnight stroll. He found it helped his nerves and he also found it very relaxing.
He was passing one of the bathroom, when he heard quiet crying from inside.
Being curious, and slightly concerned, he peeked in the door, before his eyes widened.
"Potter?"
The head of curly raven hair suddenly turned, a face of shock and surprise on their face.
"Oh, God, Draco, not you..." Harry sobbed, collapsing to his knees, burying his head in hands.
Draco ran in and kneeled next to Harry. "What are doing!?"
Harry just shook his head. "Go away..." He cried, his whole body trembling.
Draco pulled Harry's hands away from his face, a fearful look on his face.
"Harry, what are you doing?" Draco whispered, looking down at Harry's arms.
"Stop, I didn't want you to find me, please, Draco..." Harry sobbed.
Harry pushed himself away from Draco, frightened.
"Harry, baby, please-"
"No, go away!!"
"Harry, listen-"
"No!!" Harry yelled, covering his ears. "No!! I won't!!!"
"Harry-" Draco tried, reaching his hand forward towards the sobbing boy in front of him.
"No!! I hate this! I hate myself!!!" Harry screamed.
"Listen to me!!" Draco snapped, grabbing Harry's shoulders. "Whats wrong?!"
"No....stop, please..." Harry moaned, trying to pull himself away.
"Harry James Potter, you need to tell me what is going on so I can help you!" {I'm laughing lmao 😂😂👏}
"I can't do this!!" Harry cried. "Please, just let me die!!"
Draco sat in silence for a moment, before heaving a crying Harry onto his feet. Draco picked Harry up, who buried his face into Draco's shoulder and wrapped his arms and legs around Draco tightly.
Draco carried Harry back to the dormitories and entered, to find Ron sitting on the couch. He shot up when he saw Draco enter with Harry.
"Bloody hell!" Ronald said. "Hermione!!"
The frizzy haired girl ran in, and gasped. "Oh, my God."
Draco lay Harry on the couch, and gripped his hand tightly.
"Harry, mate-"
"Ron." Hermione said in a scared voice. "Look at his arms."
Draco looked up at Hermione. "What?"
"His arms-" Ron started.
Hermione started crying. "Oh, my God!"
Draco turned and saw that Harry had gone limp.
"Ron, go get a Professor!" Draco said, as he let go of Harry's hand and pulled Harry down to the ground. He placed his hands on the middle of Harry's chest, and started pumping, hard and fast.
"Hermione, go get some towels, and wrap his arms." Draco said, leaning down and tilting Harry's head back, putting two strong breaths into his lungs. He went back to pumping on Harry's chest, as Hermione returned with towels. She wrapped Harry's arms, and used her wand to hold them tight.
Ron returned with Professor McGonagall, who gasped.
"What happened?!" She cried, kneeling down next to Draco, who had just stared performing CPR on Harry for the third time. "I found him in the bathroom, crying so I brought him back, and then he stopped breathing. But I don't think it's working."
"Let's take him to the infirmary, quickly." McGonagall said.
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"Draco?" Draco looked up upon hearing his name and he saw Hermione in front of him. "Hm?"
She sat down next to him. "You need to sleep. Madam Pomfrey said he's fine and that his breathing is back to normal."
"No, I can't sleep." Draco said. "I didn't realize that he was hurting. I didn't realize that he was so...sad. I should've noticed!"
"Draco, you couldn't-"
"Hermione, he's my boyfriend for Merlin's sake!" Draco cried, before tears started pouring again.
Hermione pulled Draco into a hug, shushing him quietly. "Harry will be okay, it is not your fault. Not everyone can notice when someone is depressed. Some people can tell, some are better than others."
Draco sobbed into her shoulder as Hermione continued to rub his back.
She pulled back and sat next to him, giving a small smile.
"Miss Granger?" Madam Pomfrey had exited the infirmary, and was now standing above the two teens.
Hermione looked up at Madam Pomfrey.
"Is-"
"He's awake."
Draco shot up, leaving Hermione behind as he rushed into the infirmary.
He neared Harry's bed and saw the raven haired boy. As Harry looked up with tired eyes and small smile, Draco's fears disappeared and he bursted into tears.
"Oh, my God."
"Hey." Harry said.
"Hey?" Draco said through tears, with a laugh. "You almost died and all you say is hey?"
Harry gave a small laugh.
Draco pulled Harry into a hug. "Idiot," He mumbled into Harry's shoulder. "Why did you do it?"
Harry didn't speak for a moment, and gripped Draco tightly.
"I don't wanna be seen as The Boy Who Lived. Not anymore. But that's all I'll ever be seen as. Just because I killed Voldemort, i'm seen as the hero of the wizarding world. But I don't to! I want to be normal!" Harry said, now crying.
Draco wiped Harry's tears away and held his face.
"You're not normal. But I love you for that. You're not a normal person, you're wild, you're funny and you're the love of my life and I never want to lose you. I love you so much, and you can talk to me about anything. Okay? Are we clear?"
Harry sniffled and leaned his cheek into Draco's hand. "Yeah, we're clear."
Draco smiled and pulled Harry into a bear hug. "I love you."
Harry snuggled Draco. "I love you too."
I FORGOT TO PUBLISHED THIS AGES AGO OMG I'M SO SORRY LMAO
