Forever and always

Chapter 11

So I started a new fanfic called "Too little, too late." It's a Shawn Mendes fanfic. I also have a Nash Grier fanfic called "All too well." It would mean the world to me if you checked them out, thanks.😘

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*3 weeks later*

Once we got back home from Magcon, Matt and I went back to our life's. Kinda avoiding each other. I guess my parents were right, our friendship was ruined. I miss how things use to be, not when we were kissing, when we were best friends. Everyday that would go by without talking to Matt would make me more upset. I hate how we never got the chance to see what we could've been. I hate how I know I'm still in love with you but pretend not to be. I hate how you don't even care and you have no idea that I do care.

It was a Friday night, I was in my room when I heard a noise. The noise came from my window. I walked over and looked out surprised at what I saw. I ran downstairs and then to the front yard. "Nash, what are you doing here?" I asked as I gave him a hug. "I've been staying with Matt for a couple days," Nash said. "Oh cool," my voice got low. Nash sighed. "Remember what I said about Cameron, about how you should date him?" I nodded. " I only said that cause he asked me too but." I cut Nash off. "Your just here cause Matt asked you to come talk to me." "Actually, Matt doesn't know I'm here," said Nash. "I'm here because I can't stand to see him like this." I didn't say anything. Nash looked up at me. "You really can't see it huh? The way he looks at you isn't the same way he looks at other girls." I looked up meeting Nash's blue eyes. "What are you trying to say," I asked. "He misses you more then you'll ever know, and I miss him being happy. I just sat there thinking. "I don't know Nash," I said. "What's not to know?" he asked. "Cameron," I replied. "Jenna, if you want to be with one of them you gotta let the other go. If you want Matt you got to cut Cameron off. Same goes if you want Cameron," said Nash. "I'll think about it." I stayed up all night thinking and then I fell asleep thinking.

It all comes down to the last person you think of at night. That's where your heart is. I guess I know my person.