Zayn's ghost

Chapter 20

Noels Pov

Today is the 5th Aniversary without Dad and Mum's will be soon.

I had to choose a song to sing infront of Millions of people. I have to sing These Four Walls by Little Mix back when I was 13

I finished Rehursals and Clarr can join in too.

"Are you alright Princess?" Daddy Niall says smiling encouraging me on

"Yup" I reply doing Vocal warms ups

"I suggest you do it like this" A familiar voice says behind me

I slowly turn around to see Aunty Jesy, Aunty Leigh and Jade

"Aunty Jesy... Leigh and Jade!!! Ahhh" I scream hugging them tightly

"No time no see" They say toghter

"I know right" I say sighing

"Watcha gonna sing today?" Aunty Jade says in her fawless Geordie accent like Mums

"These Fall walls.." I say smirking makig them chuckle

"Good Luck Noels" Aunty Jesy says followed by 3 kisses

"Miss Malik/horan tour on in 1" The guy said with headphones, giving me a microphone

I qalk in on que to millions of cameras and people

The sound of the piano begins before

I feel so numb

Staring at the shower wall

It's begun,

The feeling that the end has come

And now the water's cold

I tried to eat today

But the lump in my throat got in the way

In this time I've lost all sense of pride

I've called a hundred times

If I hear your voice I'll be fine

And I, I can't come alive

I want the room to take me under

'Cause I can't help but wonder

What if I had one more night for goodbye?

If you're not here to turn the lights off, I can't sleep

These four walls and me

I lay in bed

Can't seem to leave your side

Your pillow's wet

From all these tears I've cried

I won't say goodbye

I tried to smile today

Then I realized there's no point anyway

In this time I've lost all sense of pride

I've called a thousand times

If I hear your voice I'll be fine

And I, I can't come alive

I want the room to take me under

'Cause I can't help but wonder

What if I had one more night for goodbye?

If you're not here to turn the lights off I can't sleep

These four walls and me

Oh oh oh

And I, I can't come alive

I want the room to take me under

'Cause I can't help but wonder

What if I had one more night for goodbye?

If you're not here to turn the lights off I can't sleep

These four walls and me

Tears trickle down my cheecks from the memories my Dad and Mum shared

The Piano stopped and I practiced my speech.

"My Parents Perrie Louise Malik and Zayn Jawaad Malik were gone far to early. There Fans were loyal. Both Mixers and Directioners. They left behind a trail of unfinished Bisness, as my family finish picking up the mess we will live our lives normally. We will dearly miss you Mum and Dad. You will be proud of us.. See you in heaven"