"Malak I can't", I cried walking away from him wiping my tears off my face
"Kalani wait-", he said as he grabbed my wrist
I turned around to face him again for him to only see me with tears filling my eyes and falling from my face, followed by my...
Hi...... I'm Kalani. Recently, I've been with this boy.....Malak. He was so sweet and nice to me......he still is but. Something changed.....it wasn't him.....it was ME. Nobody wanted to us together is what it ALWAYS felt like. Nobody liked seeing us together. And one day I got to the point to where.....I was SO SICK of it all....just ALL of it. Me and Malak met eachother when we were 10 years old and started dating at the age of 12. We were SOO in love and legit EVERYBODY loves us together than about 4 years later when we were still together at the age of 16.....people just hated us together. Everybody would roll there eyes or huff their breathe every time they would see us together, or if we talked about each other to other people, even if we just thought about each other. Than one day I just COMPLETELY POPPED AND WAS SICK AND TIRED OF IT ALL. All the HATE, ALL THE LOSING FRIENDSHIPS. I remember it all like it was yesterday even tho it happened like a month ago. Some people said it was my fault everyone hated our relationship because of people saying I wasn't good enough for him and that I'd break his heart but NONE of that was true.........at least I don't think it is. And some would say that it was Malak fault because he was a Player, a Fuckboy, a heartbreaker, and that we only wanted to "fuck" me. But none of it was true. He never ever even asked me that stuff, never tried it to me, never even touched me like that.....well except sometimes he would hit my ass but it was just for fun🤷♀️and he would kiss my neck every now and then but that's it besides kissing that's all. He never played me. But I just had to let him go and believe me it was HARD. Cause we've known each other For a long time. Our ship name used to be Malani😪. But that's over now. Malak would call me and text me but I always ignore me and he would always send me lil cute snaps and it would make me laugh and smile and I'd send some back. But not much anymore. He still does stuff but I just can't do it. Our Song used to be LOVE by Kendrick Lamar we still like to listen to that song but we don't together anymore cause we don't really hang out ever anymore. We just go to school and look at each other and walk away. We just pass by each other in the hall and act as if we didn't see each other....even tho we did😭😓 And every time that happens, my heart breaks each time. GOSH I MISS HIM!😭❤️💔 Anyway besides that I was walking downstairs from my room and into the kitchen to see my mommy making breakfast. "Good morning mommy", I smile as I hug her "Good morning Lani. How'd you sleep?", she asked smiling also as she laid my plate down on the table "Alright", I shrugged as I walked over to my little brother, Jay's high chair table. He's only 1☺️😁❤️. "Aw hey Jay", I smile as I kiss him on his cheek He blushes and smiles "Hewo Kawanwe", he tries to say my name "Awww", I smile as I turn around and walk back to my plate of bacon, eggs, and grits with orange juice on the side "Thanks mom", i said as I take a bite outta my bacon "No problem Lani. Love your outfit" "Thanks" (My outfit)
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with my hair in a neat bun. As I finished my breakfast my phone ranged I got 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 M's in my Bank Account in my bank account in my bank account in my- Love that song☺️😍 I answered and it was my Bestfriend River😭🙄😁✨❤️ "Hello?", I said getting up and putting bookbag on my back "Bye mom", I said still on the phone as I walked out the door "Bye sweetie", she said "KALANI!", she "Ouch damn wat Riv", "Come to school I gotta show you something", "I'm coming but just tell me!", I asked as I got in my car "Ok jeez. It's about Malak", she said I rolled my eyes as I cranked up my car "What about him?", I asked "He's going crazy", "What do you mean?", I asked as I started driving "Wat I just said", "River is he like beating up people?", I asked "Yeah like he acting different. Like He acting more rebel like instead of himself", she said curios I sighed as I parked in the parking lot since I live like 2 minutes away from school. "River I'm here", I said "Ok- AHHHH OHMY GOSH MALAK!", I heard river scream and than the call got cut. Wat? I walked up the school and heard people screaming Wth???? I ran into the doors and saw Malak and some boy fighting ???? "Malak!", I screamed as I got behind him since he was on top beating up the boy I pulled his off with all my strength and dragged him out of the hall way and into the janitors closet "Malak what the hell?", I yelled He looked down the whole time "Malak what's wrong with you?", I asked "Nothing jeez", he said still looking down I saw his lips and it was busted on the side "Mal-", I started "What!? What do u want Kalani!?!!?!" He shouted at me looking up at me finally "Well nothing now son of a bitch!", I yelled back as I walked out the janitors closet with my face red. I don't have the time! If he wanna act like a bitch than let him. Hey, I'm not gonna stop him. He's not my problem anymore🤷♀️😐🙄
