We're all gay

25.

Yugyeom's POV

What Jinyoung hyung told me,calmed me down a lot. It's weird how he knows me so well,but I am thankful for that.

Even though BamBam and I aren't so long together,I can't help but imagine my future with him. He is the one for me and he always was. He probably doesn't think about that often,or doesn't think about it at all,it saddens me a little but I can cope with it.
All that matters right now is that I am happy with him and hopefully,he is happy with me. I do everything to keep that smile on his face.
I take care of him,since he doesn't take care of himself. You see,he can come across as immature,unorganized and lazy person,but really,he is so hard-working and intelligent. When he does something he loves,his perfectionist side shows. Bam does his rapping parts until they are perfectly performed. He practices dancing whenever he has the chance,because he wants to do the every choreo perfectly. I love that he's so persistent,but he overworks himself sometimes. He did it this week again. His body is weak again,bags under his eyes have never been so dark and he looks so fragile and sad,I think I'll break him if I touch him.

He worries me a lot sometimes. I tell him not to over do some things,but he just won't listen to me.
I hope it gets to his head that all I want is for him to be healthy and well.

Jinyoung's POV

Ride back home was terribly boring.
BamBam was half sleeping,half listening to Yugyeom singing to him.
Jaebum was on his damn phone & I had nothing to do. I suddenly felt so exhausted so I rested my head against the window and hoped I'll fall asleep soon.

But of course that won't happen because a certain someone tapped my shoulder.
"Hey,what did you talk about with Yugyeom?" I swear to God he is so noisy.
"I won't tell you."
"We both know you will." He said confidently as he kissed the spot under my ear. Fuck you.
"A-aah nothinggg. Aish,st-stop if you wanna kno-oh-ow." Holyyyyy fuck im kinda horny rn these hormones is2g

"Okay,so Yugyeom was sad because he wants to have babies with BamBam but he-"
"YUGYEOM WANTS TO HAVE KIDS WITH BAM??"
Uh-oh.

That pulled BamBam out of his light sleep. "Yugyeom..uh. What?!"
The look on Yugyeom's face was saddest thing ever.
"Bam listen,please. I-I don't know why but,every time I think about my future I see you in it. It's kind of weird but...im sorry."
"No,I'm sorry. I'm sorry but this is too much for me. I can't do this."
"What are you-"
"Can you please stop the car?"
"But sir,we're in the middle of-"
"Please stop the fucking car!"

Our driver stopped the car and BamBam got out before starting to wander off God knows where.
Yugyeom was on a verge of tears,Jaebum was shaken a bit,just as me.
"Nice going you idiot! Why the hell did you scream??" I said as I sat next to Yugyeom and tried to calm him down.
"I'm sorry. I didn't want to make this problem. Yugyeom-ah please don't be mad at me."

"Im not mad it's just- he probably hates me now. Or thinks I'm weird and pushy."
He looked so sad and disappointed it hurt my heart. I suddenly felt hot tears streaming down my face. It was all because of these damn hormones,I cry all the time.

"Hyung why are you crying? Are you in pain??"

"Wh- ah no im n-not. It ma-kkes me sad that Bam B-Bam is mad at-t you."
Yugyeom quickly sat next to me and rubbed my arm.
"Oh god please don't cry. It's really okay. I'll explain him everything...if he wants to talk to me. It's gonna be fine."

I kept crying bc I just couldn't stop. (?)
My hormones were wilding.
Rest of the ride I spent in Jaebums lap,slowly falling asleep.

OH MY GOD A NEW UPDATE.

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so hello,I finally published a new chapter after 100 years of no updating. Yay me. 😆😅

I hope you like this chapter.
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