We're all gay

27.

YUGYEOM'S POV

Couple minutes after hyung went to sleep,Bam came home. I heard him come into the house and lock the door. He knocked on our bedroom door and I let him in. ''Hey,bug. Look,I'm sorry I-'' I shut him up by pressing my lips against his. I missed him so much. ''You dont have to say sorry,I completely understand you. I would freak like that too if I were you.'' I retrieved from the hug and went back to lay in our bed. He grabbed some pyjamas and went to take a shower. While he was showering,I kept thinking about how much he means to me and how much I've missed him. I decided I still need to talk to him about having kids and all that. I need to explain everything to him so he wouldn't think I'm that kind of boyfriend who is too pushy and doesn't wanna take it slow.

Finally,Bam came out of the bathroom,looking beautiful as ever. He walked over to our bed and layed next to me,smiling softly. ''Bam,can we talk about this whole situaion?'' ''Of course. I f you wanna talk about it,talk. I'll listen carefully.'' Even now, I was debating in my head if I should tell him that I want kids or not. I mean,what if he doesn't see us together in the future? What if he's one of those people who doesn't want kids because they find them annoying and loud? Uh,I guess I should probably tell him since he's been looking at me expactantly for the last 2 minutes. I haven't realize I've been quiet for that long.

''Uh,okay...listen,when I saw Jinyoung and Jaebum being so happy because they're gonna have a baby, I found myself thinking about me and you having babies too. Living our great lives,having a small family and a house with a big yards so our 3 dogs have place to run as much as they want. Then I got all emotional,you know I tend to cry over smallest things..Jinyoung noticed something was off so we talked about it and then,as you already know,he blabbed it out to JB who was so shocked at it. I...I don't know how you feel about all of this right now,but I wanna tell you this. When I said I want to have kids with you,I didn't mean right now,or in a year. I meant,I wanna have kids with you when we get to know each other more,when we know each like the back of our hands. I wanna have kids with you when we figure out we're meant for each other 100%. I don't wanna rush you. I'm not ready for kids now too. Our relationship is new,plus,both of us are in a gay relationship for the first time. We definitely need more time,so let's stop thinking about kids right now and just continue our relationship the way it was before today's little incident.'' Damn it,my head hurts from talking that much. Bam was still quiet,and it was worrying me. Just as I was about to tell him to say something,he spoke up. ''I love you so so much.'' He smiled at me and I swear to God my legs turned into jelly. He grabbed my hand under the blanket and intertwined his fingers with mine, his hand was really warm and it felt good to hold onto it. ''I love you too,Bam.'' He got closer and kissed my nose. Me being me,I giggled. He chuckled and closed his eyes as he let his head fall onto the pillow. I closed my eyes too and waited for sleep to take over me. Then Bam started to talk. ''Bug are you still awake?'' I just hummed. ''I wanna have kids with you too someday.'' My heart skipped thousand beats,did 3 splits and 287 somersaults. I can't believe he actually said that. I wanted to say something back,but I figured out he has something more to say so I kept quiet. '' I agree with everything you said. It's too early for us to have kids,but I'm definitely up for it in the future. You know,while I was wandering around, I thought about us as parents. And you know what?'' ''What?'' ''We're gonna be the best parents this world has seen.'' ''Definitely.'' I grinned at him so hard, I tought my face is gonna split in two halfs. H ejuust kissed me and we closed our eyes,still facing each other,and fell asleep.

* next morning *

Jinyoung's POV

I woke up to a bad stomachache. Stupid morning sickness...I ran to the athroom and threw up.It was rather disgusting and it drained all my energy, so I went back to bed. I looked at the colck and saw it was only half 6. 'What the hell am I supposed to do this early?' I thought to myself. Everyone was still sleeping and I felt very bored. After few minutes of playing games on my phone,I felt sudden need of coffee and bacon. It's kind of weird that I just feel sudden need to eat something very weird. Like,2 days ago I really wanted to eat strawberry cheesecake with peanut butter all over it. Day before that I felt the need for fresh carrots and mustard. I mean,who the hell eats those two together??

Anyways,I got up and went downstairs to make myself some coffee and make breakfast for other members too. It turend out I wasn't the only one awake. When I came into the kitchen,I saw Mark sitting behind the counter. ''Hey,good morning. What are you doing up this early?'' He looked like something was troubling him. ''Ah I couldn't sleep the whole night. I kept rossing and turning but I just couldn't fall asleep. I guess it's the full moon.'' He looked like he was lying but I didn't want to ask him about it. ''What about you?'' ''Oh,just the morning sickness.'' Second after I said that, I saw coffee splattering from his mouth. ''WAIT WHAT?? YOU'RE-WHA-HOW? WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL US?''

Oh fuck. We haven't told any of them,well except BamBam and Yugyeom. This is kinda awkward. ''Uh...yeah. Listen,we only found out yesterday and we were caught up in everything so we forgot to tell you guys. I am so so so so sorry.'' ''Are you kidding me?? I'm not mad at you guys,I totally get it. Congratulations,buddy. I am so happy for you two.'' Mark said as he hugged. ''Thank you.'' ''So,how's being pregnant? Is it weird or do you feel normal?'' ''It's definitely weird since there's a human groing inside of me,but I guess I feel normal about it. Only thing that bothers me is morning sickness and mood wings. They are horrible. One second I'm all sunshine and rainbows and the other one I wanna lay down and cry my eyes out. It's weird for now but I'm sure I'm gonna get used to it soon.''

''I really couldn't be more happier for you two.
You and Jaebum are made to be parents. I can already imagine how good you two are gonna be. Wow,it's too early to be this emo." He laughed as he pretended to wipe tears from his cheeks.
"Shut up you dick and tell me how are you and Jackson doing?"
He smiled so hard when I mentioned Jackson's name it was kind of creepy.
It was so obvious he loves him so much. "We're doing great. He is so amazing and supportive. I feel like it's a good thing we were best friends before we stepped into the relationship. It made our bond stronger and I think nothing can break it. I am so happy I have him in my life." "That's so adorable. I'm 100% sure he feels lucky to have you in his life also."

After Mark and I talked,I went to make all of us some breakfast since it was almost 7 am and they should get up soon.
First one to come downstairs was Jaebum because apparently,he noticed I wasn't in bed next to him so he wanted to check on me. BamBam and Yugyeom were next to join us at the table. Jackson woke up the last. He looked like he's been hit by a bus. "Baby what's wrong?" Mark hurried to him as soon as he saw him. "I think I have a flu or something,I feel like shit." "My poor baby,come sit down and Jinyoung will make you some soup." Mark looked at me and I knew I had to help him out. After I finished eating,I went to prepare Jackson some tasty,vegetable soup that will help him get over the flu. I hope I don't catch it from him because I don't know if it could hurt the baby.

Update!! Finally 😂
To be completely honest, I felt guilty because I haven't posted in a long time,but I couldn't think of anything to write. I didn't have any good ideas and I wanted to quit writing this story but tonight I, as I was re-reading it for the 100th time,I got some ideas and this turned out.

Sorry if this chapter is a little crappy 💩

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