Now tell me. Whats easier finding love or being in love??
Easy.
Finding love is everywhere, waiting to be claimed. Waiting for the right person to tell the right lies.
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Being in love takes pain, it takes all the adjectives in the book. Then again, there will always be two that peeks through the others....t r u s t and l o y a l t y.
Both words with the same meaning tend to overshadow the rest. Why? Nobody knows.
So, to answer your question, finding love will always be easier.
With finding love, it doesn't take commitment. Commitment to what?
Commitment to P A I N.
Or nor will there be the discrimination of adjectives.
Love should be equal...but who am i to say? I use males for experience and experiments.
I plan on meeting with my current victim.
Until I know he's fooled, he shall not receive a name till then, he goes by anonymous.
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Ive been testing everything out for months, proper calculations, right habits, shoe size, i even know what soap he prefers.
From the birth mark on his left side, under the shoulder blade, a few inches away from his arm pit to the hairs off his chinny chin chin. I know this boy.
I know he knows im paying close attention.
I wish to back off, but that'll make me feed into the investigation even more.
He's the juice i was talking about.
So, thirst clenching and sculpted in the right places.
The full filing, mouth watering taste he gives off when cold and the warm, sweetness, jaw dropping texture he gives off when warm.
He's the perfect victim.
He'll make something that usually happens in 2 hours come in 15 minuets. Why?
Because he's a man.
A man that knows how to please a woman like me.
A man that sees the lust and pleasure in my eyes.
A man that shall only be called Daddy or master.
A man that knows how to rock a body right, leaving tears, beeds of sweat, and sending trembling to my lips and legs.
Nowadays i find little boys.
Boys that can please with words.
Boys that can make few good touches.
Boys only fuck, not make love.
Why must I continue working on this young man, when I have all my life to give to a million boys?
Its fun, thats why.
You'll never find a man bold enough to solve your problems. So I make problems for the fun.
Some might call it out of its name, but i call it experiments.
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Tomorrow you'll finally meet the real anonymous.
