Refuse // m.c

➕ Out of my league - fitz and the tantrums ➕

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Once again I stand on the roof top of my New York apartment looking over the large city I live in. The lights shine like stars in the sky, twinkling in the soft moon light that drenches the roof top I stand on.

I take one last drag from my cancer stick, I let it swirl in my lungs, holding on to the feeling of euphoria from the nicotine, before letting out a long breath of smoke. The cool night breeze carries the toxic plume of smoke into the atmosphere making it dissolve into the dark blue sky.

I slowly walk toward the edge of the building and throw away the remainder of the cigarette, I watch the red embers disappear below me being eaten by the darkness.

I take a seat on the edge of the terrace and reach into my green and black flannels pocket and pull out another stick and my old lighter with my name scratched into it. My lungs crave more and who am I to refuse.

"They kill you ya know" a mysterious voice says coming from behind me startling me.

"You don't understand, I want to die" I slowly turn around and place another cigarette in my mouth and light them both at once, smirking a little.

I set my eyes on the figure as It moved closer, the moon light falls a pone him making his eyes glisten.

The boy pulls out two sticks, lighting them both mimicking me.

"Me too" the boy with the green hair and black skinny jeans says in reply taking a seat next to me, he takes a long drag of his cancer sticks and I do the same.

I guess we both want to destroy our selves.

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A/N

Coming soon, this is basically the intro though.

enjoy and vote.

Also I don't think the cover and name is final so your opinion would be good.

But yeah sorry if it sucks I tried.

Shelby Xx