Refuse // m.c

3 • Not stoned right now

➕Cigerette daydreams - cage the elephant➕

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I inaudibly mumble something on the lines of "Michael your hand is cold" into his hand.

"Scar can you just shush for like 5 seconds (ha) please" he says in a whiny voice keeping is hand over my mouth.

"Ew scar" he uncovers my mouth as I lick his palm.

"Ew Michael" I retort back at him.

He takes my hand in his, which is now wet might I add, and starts walking to the doors of the building

"Shit it's locked" he says kicking the old double doors.

I go to open my mouth to sarcastically reply to him but he just shushes me again. He leads me around to the back of the building scuffing his shoes on the ground kicking around the gravel.

He picks up a larger stone and throws it at one of the windows closer to the ground and shatters it, which for some reason unknown to me makes him giggle again.

"Why are you laughing now and why did you break that window?" I say like I don't already know the answer to my own question.

"Because breaking glass is almost spiritual and because we are going in my dearest scar" he says looking into the building though the now smashed window.

"Ah yes I feel up lifted now the glass has Broken, I feel renewed, refreshed!" I dead pan as I speak.

"Sarcasm is almost second nature for you isn't it" he says back.

"First nature I think" he walks closer to the smashed window and pushes the rest of the glass in making it a clear way in. "you first m'lady"

"Don't ever say that again dickface" I say as I shimmy though the small opening. he follows me in struggling to get though the gap.

"Is your huge ass getting you stuck" I laugh at him.

"Hey! There buns of steal I'll have you know" he says finally getting though landing in an awkward heap on the floor.

"Sure thing, now what are we doing here?" I ask once again.

"We are going on an adventure!" He says pulling a dramatic stance.

"I Thought we were climbing a mountain, damn"

"Follow me" he says

He slowly walks though the old lobby of the building the red carpet now stained and torn, while the walls paint is peeling off, covered in cob webs. he continues walking to a door that's labelled Fire emergency exit. I could guess where we are going

"You wanted to climb, so here we are" he opens the door revealing a huge spiral staircase.

I huff and start walking up the stars one by one. some time later we get the the top of the never ending staircase my legs killing me. I open the door out and it revels a balcony that over looks the city.

"Wow Michael" I say as I lean on him to catch my breath.

"I bet you take all the girls here" I laugh at him.

"Your the only girl who's come with the crazy green haired boy so you are the first to come up here" he says resting his head on mine.

"Your not crazy Michael, your just permanently stoned" I laugh at him again.

"I'm not stoned -right now- I'm just enjoying life, enjoying what it has to offer me before I become part of the earth again" he says looking over the city the same way I am.

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It wasn't normal but it felt right, being with him on that abandoned roof top, after that we didn't speak much for the rest of the night we just enjoyed each other's atmosphere until the sun set, we seam to do that a lot. But a sense of déjà vu washed over me like this has all happened before..