I woke up around noon, alone. Another note saying that he had gone out to the store was left on the bed next to my head. I sighed. Remembering my nightmare last night. It's the only nightmare I've been having since 6 years old. And it gets worse every time. I stood up and walked towards the bathroom slipping inside, stripping down I looked in the mirror at myself.
I was disgusted by what I saw. I saw a pale girl, with deep, dark bags under her eyes; She was nothing but bones, with hair that was as good as dead and nails so brittle. Her eyes held back the angry tears, until finally the flooded over.
I was getting better. But then I remembered what I was trying to get away from. All the things that tear me apart... and now? Now I'm back at the beginning.
(((Don't read any farther if you don't like blood and or self harm is a triggering subject))
I rifled through the drawers until I found what I was looking for. I walked over to the scale, stepping on. 107.4lbs. I sighed knowing that if I dropped anymore someone would notice. But still it was disgusting. I felt fat and worthless and there wasn't anything I could do. I looked in the mirror and held the blade to my skin, just like I had done many times before. I hissed once as it slid over the skin of my arms and legs. Blood oozing out little by little. The pain went away and was replaced by the warm feeling, in my arms and legs. With weak muscles, I fell to the floor, next to the scale and fought to stay awake. But finally my eyes one and drifted to sleep, still bleeding a bit.
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I had a meeting with Dravon this morning and it ran a bit later than it should have. I was driving home when I got a call from Dravon. "You almost home man?"
"I'm about 30 minutes away. Why?" I asked, switching on my blinker, turning onto the highway.
He sighed. "Hurry up, Kris found your house man. He knows about Ari.."
I hung up on him and hit the gas, and drifted around the corners. Cars honked and flipped the the bird. But I didn't care. I needed to get to Ari before he did. I saw my road and slowed down to turn before accelerating again down the dirt road, clouds of dust, swirling behind me. Pulling into the driveway I checked my watch. 2:30.
I pulled my gun out and walked inside. The kitchen was cleared, same with the bathroom, living room, guest room, garage, back terrace, back yard and the other rooms. I ran into our bedroom. Looking around, she wasn't there. The bathroom! I walked yo the bathroom and turned the handle, but it was locked. "ARIEL! Ariel open up. Baby girl are you in there?!"
I heard nothing but running water. Pushing at the door it wouldn't budge. I stepped back and ran at it. The door busted open revealing the worst scene in my life.
I dropped to my knees beside her, tears welling in my eyes as I looked over her body. Not in like a creepy way but checking her wounds. Pulling out my phone i called Dravon and Kat. Basically telling them to get here quick and that we can't babysit today.
"Adam!" Kat yelled, running into the room. "Oh my. Shit" She yelled, pulling me up and pushing me out of the bathroom.
Dravon held me back, pulling me further from her, "No you can't make me. Dravon stop I have to stay with her. I can't leave her I can't. Nooo stop!" Kat shut the door and Dravon pulled me into the Living room.
Dravon)))
He sat on the couch and put his head in his hands, shoulders shaking violently. He lifted his head and you could see the pain, the... tears. He never cries. "Adam? Look at me, she's going to be okay, Kay?"
Adam nodded and wiped his eyes. " I know but I don't know. I wish I could help. I i don't know she makes me feel whole."
I nodded. I knew this. I could tell you know? There was a look in his eyes, they were brighter, more alive. He wasn't as heartless anymore. He was like a normal person. He was in love but didn't wanna believe or say it.
