Us

CHAPTER 8: I Love Us

Author's note: Hi guys, this is where everything comes to an end. I kind of teared up a bit while writing some of these. Sorry, I'm just one big hopeless romantic. I suggest you play First Day of My Life by Bright Eyes as you read this last chapter. Don't worry though, I MIGHT make a sequel. Thank you so much to everyone who took some time to read this! Love you all! Please check out my Nash Grier imagine; TORN :)

CHAPTER 8: I Love Us

**YOUR POV**

While I was kissing Sean, only one person came popping in my head. It was Matt. Who else could it be? Ofcourse it's gonna be him. I felt guilty about kissing Sean back. How can I do this after making love to Matt? I saw him in Mahogany's room, but I should've let him explain first.

Before this goes somewhere else, I'm going to stop it. So I did, I pushed Sean and ran away, leaving him confused. I don't know where I was going honestly but I just kept on running.

I dont even know why the fuck I was running. Why? Why was I running from Sean? Wasn't that kiss all I've ever dreamed about? Like literally all I've ever dreamed about. No, it wasn't actually.

I probably really love the fuck out of Matt to be feeling this way, the thought made me smile like a weirdo while running. Matt, you piece of shit. I love you. And I wish I told you earlier, I wish I whispered those words to you as we made love. I wish you are with me right now.

Tears started to fall from my eyes. What if I lose Matt? I can't stand the thought of him with someone else. I know I haven't been the best person to him but I know for sure that I deserve him. I do. Because I love him and not even that Sean Malto can change that.

Where the hell am I? It's almost 4 in the morning and I didn't know the way back to the Berrics. I saw a 24-hour cafe and decided to rest my legs there. I need a little time to think of what to say to Matt as well so a caffeine kick might as well be of help.

I went inside the cafe and got me some Mocha Macchiato. I sat outside and started craving cigarettes. I know I was gonna panic, but I decided to close my eyes and think about Matt.

That's when I realized..

It wasn't the city lights nor walking with Sean that made me less anxious.. It was Matt. It was knowing I'm in the same place as he is, knowing that when I come back I'll be seeing his face. Matt brings me to unbelievable tranquility.

As I opened my eyes, I can't believe who was sitting in front of me.

"Matt?" I murmured. I rubbed my eyes and gently tapped on my temples. I was probably hallucinating. I mean I haven't slept at all.

"Hey", he said. He looked sad and I couldn't bear it. I started to cry like a fucking child. "Hey, what's wrong?" He asked while pulling his chair close to me.

"I kissed Sean." I answered while wiping my tears with my hands.

He didn't react. Instead, he grabbed my macchiato and took a sipful from it then played with the straw.

"Matt?" I held his arm. To my surprise, he slowly pulled it away.

"You need sleep, (YN). Come on, I'll take you back to the hotel." He said. Does he even fucking care? What has gotten into this man?

"No, I'm staying here." I answered.

"Fine. Stay. I'll meet you back in the hotel. That is if you know your way back." He stood up and fixed the crumpled hem of his shirt.

"What?" I asked in deep shock.

"Oh yeah, I forgot. You have Sean, he can probably take you home. Where the fuck's that guy anyway? Where is he?" He asked frantically.