I hate you so much;I love you too much.
Just why did you leave me acting as we're no longer existent?
Little white thoughts scatter around from my head to my mouth,
"Where are you, Mama?"
"Can you come home yet, Mama?"
"How much longer will I be with her, Mama?"
She viciously responds with,
"I can't say"
"...Not much longer"
I hate you so much. You serendipitously doing what you want.
Me sobbing, unwinding those white thoughts. I want you to hug me tight, kiss me good night. The horrible, cruel, disgusting, dopey you. Hug me tight.
You came back two years later, yet I hate you so much. You hate me too, don't you? I don't blame your feelings; I take it back. You're a fool.
I don't like your smokey, cigarette kisses anymore. I don't like your tightly disgusting hugs.
Just leave me alone, so what if I am malicious?
You say you want your 9-year-old back; too bad I'm 13.
You say you hate the way I've changed, me being alone in solitude.
It's my oblivion.
You say you love me; I love you too.
I hate you; I hate you all. You're all fools.
YOU ARE READING
ℙoeＭs
PoesieTBH idk. Yeahhhhh, this probably wont attract anyone. If it does, you probably will think it's the shittyist thing you've read in you're life.
