Unfaded Love By Quanisha Pool

33 numb

I can't do this mommy

33 numb

Kelly ran thru the door

Kelly - mommyyyyyyyy I need you 

She was freaking out

Riley - whoa whoa kell where's the fire

There was none but she felt like it was

Kelly - I can't do this Mommy I can't

She was crying so hard

Riley - can't do what what can't you do honey I need you to calm down

She found herself curled up her knees brought her chest she had never had a boy say anything like that to her she didn't know what to do but she knew that if she had feelings those kinds of feelings she would have to turn them off they can't exist to her because nothing good will ever happen if they did

Kelly - I went to I went and he said things and I can't handle then what am I going to do what am I supposed to do mommy please tell me what to do about this tell me what to do here I don't know what to do here

She I knew that feeling

Riley - what happened

She braces herself

Kelly - Parker I went to go see Parker he text me ask me to meet him Grandma's Bakery so I did he said that if I came he would tell me why he likes me I mean I wanted to know and he told me he told me she said it's because I'm complicated because I'm not easy to keep up with because I'm pretty because I'm complicated because I'm not like any other girl and that made me feel and I don't I can't feel like this it always bad for me

This was it the day her oldest baby started to like someone

Riley - honey I think you might like him back in the way that I liked your father and he liked me those feelings are beautiful and wonderful and one of the most scary feelings you can have in your lifetime I know because honey it happened to me I think I really do think you like him and we know he likes you that is never been a secret this scares you I know. But if you do like him take it slow that's only if you do and if you don't let him down easy so easy that even after you do it he feels like he's floating on a cloud but I'll see you in a way that he still understands that you don't like him that way honey take this all slow

They hug

Kelly  - I feel a little numb inside and then there's another part of me that doesn't know how to feel about all of this

More hugs and kisses

Riley - that will go away it will take time but that will go away and if you like him start with getting to know him and remember take it slow

She still foot numb but she thought about giving her own advice

Kelly - you ever take your own advice I saw you I know you have the divorce papers

Kelly walks away and Riley knew that she had to have a talk with the father of her children