Back to Me // jackbum

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"Fuck Im Jaebum. Fuck him, he can rot in hell for all I care. He's just a dickbag. Fuck him." Jackson said hugging his pillow closer to him as tears stung his eyes. "And don't even get me started on his entire personality and how fake he is. Im 'I-say-I-care-about-my-boyfriend-but-in-all-reality-I'm-just a-douche-bag' Jaebum. He's such a, such a cocksucker. I hate him." His voice cracked as he buried his face in his pillow. "Why do I still like him?" His words were muffled but his friends that sat beside him could hear him clearly.

The three friends just glanced at each other, unsure of how to handle him. The younger ones motioned for Mark to comfort him, or to at least say something that sounded inspirational and deep. Mark just sighed and wrapped an arm around the sad boy, pulling him into his side. "Listen, jacks, it'll uh, it'll get better? I don't know what he did, since you won't tell us, but uh it'll get better and you will too?" The oldest patted his shoulder as he let the boy bury his face in his neck, instead of his pillow.

"No offense Mark, but you suck at advice. Thank you." Jackson mumbled, a laugh following his words, causing smiles to form on his three friends faces. Jackson pulled away from Mark and rubbed his eyes, hoping to wipe away the few tears that were threatening to fall. He turned to his friends with a fake smile playing on his lips, only to get disappointed looks in response. He sighed and dropped his act, or at least his attempt at an act.

"Jackson, you know we want to help with whatever's going on. So tell us? The three of us can and will go kick Jaebum's ass for you. Bros before hoes, am I right guys?" Kunpimook said, as the other two nodded their heads in agreement. Jackson could help but laugh at a little bit at the statement, he knew his friends just wanted to protect him, but it was hard. He didn't want any harm to go to Jaebum, despite his heart just being smashed.

"I, I really don't want to talk about it. Can we, can we please talk about something else right now guys?" Jackson said, his voice soft, afraid to talk loud once the topic was brought up again. The three others just responded with an of course and started suggesting places to go or things to do to make Jackson forget about the whole Jaebum issue for the moment. They eventually decided on a Mario Kart championship, one where three boys were truly happy and one who wanted nothing more than an explanation.