Dear Kara [ON-HOLD!]

Fourth: Chasing Butterflies

^Dedicated kay Ate Glim. Idol kita hindi dahil idol ka ng marami. Hinahangaan kita dahil sa mga sinulat mo at sa character/personality na meron ka po. I may not know you that much, but I can feel it thru your works. Saka ugali ko rin na nagbabasa ng A/N kaya kahit pano nakikilala ko ang isang author. Hindi man ganun katindi o kalalim, atleast kahit pano, nakakatuwa na may nalalaman ako sakaniya. Sa paraang yun, hindi lang yun story yung mamahalin mo, kundi pati na rin yung nagsulat nito. I love you Goddess Glim <3  

(A/N) Heyya Guys. Before anything else, let me just clear things. My friend said that this story is somehow similar to Sarah and Gerald Movie. Uhmn, I never intend to do that but I will just give credits to the movie nalang to avoid plagiarism. Actually, hindi ko pa siya napapanood and I have no idea na parehas pala. So, ayun. Thanks for understanding :* Muah.

**Kara's P0V

// Riiiiinggg*

I turned off the alarm and smiled as I started my day. I don't know pero i feel I'm in my good mood today.

I saw Tristan was already awake. He smiled at me.

I returned that smile and greeted him.

"Goodmorning" i said and he greeted back.

I stood up and headed towards the comfort room and did my morning rituals.

I went downstairs and saw Tristan already dressed and sipping his coffee while sitting at my kitchen counter.

"Kars. Gotta go now. Boss called, eh. Thanks!" he said and patted my head.

"Oh. You're going now?" i pouted.

"HOY! Wag ka ngang madrama. Napaghahalataan na gusto mo kong makasama e" he stood as he finish his coffee.

"Tch. ASA. Go ahead and leave my house now!" in an annoyed manner.

"HAHA. Sige. Batsi na ko. Babye!" he said as he happily sing the last word.

And now, i'm alone. It's sunday now and wala akong pasok. So, ano kayang pede kong gawin? *sigh*

Kaya ayokong nag.iisa e. Ang lungkot. Tapos wala pa akong makutingting kaya nakakabore. Kaya mas gusto kong laging may kasama sa bahay e. Kahit wala kayong gawin, o hindi mag.usap, atleast by their presence, maiisip mo na hindi ka nag-iisa.

Ang weird ko talaga no? Nagdesisyon ako maging independent pero I'm afraid of being alone. Haays.

Pero isa talaga sa pinaka ayoko yung iniiwan. The thought of being alone and no one's with you,scares me to death. Masaya na ako na kahit pano, may ilang tao sa buhay ko na nag.rereach out sakin kahit pa may pagka.bitchy type ako.

Ayoko lang talaga na naiiwan mag.isa. Na sa pitong bilyong tao sa mundo, no one will dare to take the risk of staying right here with me.

And isa pa sa ayoko sa pag-iisa e yung para kang tanga na kinakausap sarili mo. Tulad ko. Hehe. Pero kung may isa mang advantage ang pag.iisa, eto yung meron kang time na mag.spaceout. A time where you can discover yourself more. A time to realize and think over things.

Napatigil ako sa pag.iisip nang biglang nag.vibrate phone ko.

Unknown no.

Goodmorning Kars. Can we start doing the steps now? Hopefully you're free :) Chase.

---end of message---

I creased my forehead. Chase? Pano niya nalaman no. ko? Aba. May pagka ninja rin to ah. And before I forgot things, I replied na.