Hungry | Yoonseok

-50- (end)

I did a lot of thinking.
I mean, I always think.
I just thought a lot today.

I thought about you, Hoseok.
I thought about us.

About what we were.
About what we are now.
About what we will be.
And about what we could be.

"I love you so much, Jung Hoseok..."

The possibilities are endless.

We could end up together.
Properly.

Hugging me with feeling.
Kissing my neck with passion.

Not just you taking out your bitter frustrations out on me because your bitch ex-girlfriend left you and you needed somebody to fill the hole in your heart for the time being.

"I want you to be mine..."

Smiling at me like you mean it.
Saying 'I love you' as if you mean it.

Loving me as if you mean it.
Because you should mean it.
And I would mean it too.

Maybe love comes with time.
Maybe it comes with compromise.

I couldn't force love out of you, even if I tried, but I do wish that I was more than just a toy to you.

"I wish you were mine forever..."

But then it made me realise.
I did that to you.

I hurt you.
I made you confused.

I played with your feelings like you were a mere toy to me.

And I'm sorry for that.
I was confused too.

I'm still confused.
But I do know some things.

Holding your hand again made me realise just how much I missed you.

Just how hungry I was for you.

Not hungry for your touch.
Not hungry for your body.

Hungry for your smile.
Hungry for your words.
Hungry for your love.

Hungry for you.
Not just peckish.

"I love you too, Min Yoongi."

Hungry.
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THE END
Thank you so much for reading this short story! I hope that you might have been able to relate to some of the thoughts in this story as I wrote this (just like many of my stories in this style of writing) almost entirely out of my own feelings and emotions.

A lot of the events that happened are also real (lol), but I'm pretty sure that if the real Hoseok found out I posted a story about our past bullshit he'd probably go ballistic and slap me or smth so shhh yeah? lol

And the real Hoseok is pretty annoying but he's honestly a real sweetie sometimes and he has v beautiful hazel eyes. I know he ain't gonna read this but I love him loads and I really do appreciate him being in my life so yeahh, thanks to him XD

And again, thank you for reading this story! Maybe I managed to tug at your heartstrings just a little bit? I hope that this story made you feel something at least lol

I write a lot of JinMin so if you like that ship (MY OTP ISTG) or any others then please feel free to check out my stories, I do have quite a few so maybe there'll be one that you like ahaha

Anyway, I hope you have a fabulous day and I will see you in the next story~
- ninachu ^o^