JANET'S PAPER
I crave the wildness, I crave the craziness, I crave everything that makes me have the desire to take a risk, but something always holds me back. I can feel it in the pit of my stomach that it isn't safe, but what if that's the only way something will spark something inside of me that's been begging to come out?
I'm yearning for something new but I'm always skeptical of how good it's gonna be. Maybe the thing I'm missing is a man to kiss my lips and for him to tell me all the things I wanna hear while we drink wine and talk about all our problems and give advice to each other.
I want someone to hold me and mold me into a better person and I would for him. Have you ever felt like you sheltered yourself for protection? have you ever felt like you protected yourself from nothing for your own good I have done those things.. I think it's because I'm scared of going through the hardship and conflict that I'll face on my own.
I'm always isolating myself away from things that I'll miss out on. You live and you learn. What if a man isn't what I need? I can do things myself right?
But it's just not the same smelling that masculine scent that I used to adore, you know the one I'm talking about? smelling his cologne on his clothes, inhaling it, wishing that he was here with you right now, telling you about his day, and everything else you could imagine. I want something authentic! I need something real. I'm afraid yes, but I'll go out of my comfort zone if need be.
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beware | jj
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