Questions: Why?

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Death hour

"What the hell?!" I yell, a yellow stick is on her head, how mean. 'Death hour' its a hand written I have never saw, it doesnt Liam's one. It's new.

"We need to call to Mia." I say "No, she's not here today, she's out to take care of her business, Rose told me." "Fuck, who would we call now?" "To me." Harper says. "First, only the west side can know the truth." "What is the lie?" I ask "That she took her own life." I can't believe that because of us, someone who wasnt supposed to die is dead now, because of a few stupid stones! "Why we need to lie?" "Because we dont want police to look for the truth. "Harper says "It would be too dangerous." She cross her hands "I think that this is too dangerous that kids are getting murdered so easily!" I say to Harper "And you or Mia are not doing anything about it!" I yell, I know that I need to fight for those who can fight for themselves "If we won't do anything about it, kids will keep on getting murder, until we will left only six kids on school!" I say "Okay. Since now each kid has to come and to have a lesson with me. But the six of you' would learn more." She says and goes. I think that I just got what I wanted; I want to make sure that no one is going to get hurt, only because I look for what happened to my mother.

I lay on the wall outside Brook's room. The body havent been taken yet, and even though its hard for me, I look at her, I think about that I need to fight, and not only to find out who have murdered my mother, I need to fight them, to stop them from whatever they're doing.

"Hey," Nash's hand is on my shoulder "How are you?" he asks "You can guess" I say and point on her body "I'm so sorry for your lost. Have you known her well?" "Not that much, but January did. She was one of her best friends." "Where is she?" he asks and looks for her in his eyes "She's with Jordan, in her room." "How have you found her?" "Hmm dead, with a note on her head." "What note?" I take the note out off my pocket and I give it to Nash "And Nash," he looks at me "You can't tell to anyone about the murder, all the other students think that she killed herself." I say "Okay. Sky" he looks back on brook's body "I think that this isnt the only note"

I walk right in with Nash, on the wall there's sighs on her hands, those sighs made from her blood. "There was a struggle." I say to Nash "And we know how it ended" Jordan shows up and says "This is them. As a revenge for January's betrayed." "She was innocence, and now she's dead, our hands full with her blood. And until they won't pay for killing her, the blood won't get off." January says "They will." Mia shows up with Mali in the door.

"Who would search in her pockets for another note?" I ask "Why you think that there's another note?" Mia asks "Because it's obvious! They love notes, and I think that we already know it," we all nod our heads "And also, she's the second victim. I know that Marian had a note in her jeans pockets, how sad that it got ruined before we could read it." Nash says "When the third victim will get murder, he would have three notes." Nash says "I will search." I say.

I push my hand into her jeans pocket "It's not in the jeans pockets," Jordan says "If it was there last time it won't be there now, try the jacket." He crosses his hands. I do as he said and I search in her jacket pockets, my hands are keep on searching until I feel a paper "I found something," I say and take it out. My hand is full of her blood, but all I can think about is two things: first, that they will pay for what they have done. Second, that I want to take this blood off my hands.

"Dear 'West side'. We have notice that you havent found the last note that we left for you, so we left another. The boss would like to meet Jordan and Skyler more two weeks in Friday's night, in 12am. No friends to bring, and if they would hide in the woods, they will die. To late is not an option." I read it out loud "Why they want just the two of you?" Mia asks "I dont know." I say "I think that we should start the training today. You will meet Harper tonight at 10pm in the new training room. Is it understood?" Mia asks "Yes." We all answer like good kids.

This is all starts today.

"We have dinner now?" Mali asks "Yes. Who comes?" I ask "I will give up" January says and turn to her room "Me too." Jordan says "I won't come too, I want to get ready for the training tonight" Nash kiss me and goes downstairs "I need to do a test that I've missed, maybe ill finish it fast and I will come, but I dont want to promise." She says and goes.

I go to shower; I want the blood to get off my hands. I want to wash it until it would seem like it have never been there. I scratch my skin until the blood is not there anymore. My tears mix with the hot water. She hasn't deserved it! She died unnecessary death! She died for me! For me! Who am I that people die for me?! I am NOTHING! I dont deserve all the good, all the kindness that people give to me. I dont want it. So many important people died this year, my whole life! Juliana! Jade! Marian! Brook all of those people are dead! And I'm the only reason! Nash could have die! So many of us could have died! If I wasnt here today, no one of them was dying. If one more of them would die, my heart would break into thousand pieces! Million pieces of my broken heart.

And this time, no one would know how to pick them up.

I get out of shower, and I can see Juliana on my bed sitting and watching me "Hey old friend!" "Juliana?" "Yes! Mia heard your cry so she decided to do a spell that we can talk!" she jumps "Oh my god!" I cry again "I missed you an idiot!" she says "Me too." "What have changed since, since, you know, I died?" she sits on my bed, her red lips smiles "Not a lot," I sit on my table "I have boyfriend?" "After Jordan? I thought that no one would replace him!" she says and lift her eyebrow "Yeah we had a fight, and then we broke up, and then I met Jacob" "Is he your boyfriend?" she asks "No!" she laughs "No, Nash is my boyfriend." "What happened to Jacob?" she asks "He cheated on me" "Oh! What a son of a bitch!" she says with her familiar British accent "Who caught my place?" she asks "Mali." She does a mad face "But she would never be you!" I smile "Darling, no girl would ever be me!" she says and smiles.

"What are your plans for today?" "Dinner with the 'nice' friends the probably won't come and then training." "I would go to eat with you! Even though I can't eat" she laugh from her joke "Okay, wait does the other students will see you?" "No. Only you my old friend!" "Would you ever come back again?" "Yes! Every time that I would like to! It should be nice!" she says and smile again "How does it feels to be there?" I look at her "It's good, I havent found peace, so it's mean that I'm in this world until I will give up," she looks down "All of this time I wished that you can see me! But you couldnt, now at list you can!" she smiles.

"When," she stops when someone knock on the door.